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Thursday, January 25, 2007
another rainy day, didn't play the national anthem today.. because of the rain..
reached school, open the ava room and help the others to keep instruments as they were not there..
i 'sold' clarinets, scores and saxophones..
run here and there.. doing some warm-ups before the PE lesson..
so lame.. haha..

i had alot of fun during PE lessons..
played the 'improvise' softball eh??
cool man.. run here and there like small kids.. hehe..
after that, had lessons... as per normal..
no fun during the lessons..

after school, follow my buddyy they all..
crack some jokes here and there..
went to 3G classroom, listen to songs and chit chat..
teach guanshen about POA..
hope that he will understand what i teach..

went to TAF.. reported sick.. after the TAF, aslam n fadli came by..
that aslam kept saying that he's out.. and i tickle-d him..
he fell straight away onto the floor..
oh my god!! haha.. he made me do that to him..
went to meet up with guanshen, jinhui, jiaen and weekian..
we went to mac and sat down, chit chatted again..
crack jokes and buddy took some videos about jiaen..
seh's doing all those funny actions.. so he recorded it..
so funny can?? haha..
went up to jiaen's hse and take a look of the yearbook...
buddy want to search for somebody's name..
went down to the petal garden and slack..
slack till 6++ then went off..

tomorrow got to ask the teachers about the class tee design..
hope that munir and pamela got prepare their design..
got to let the others to choose..
haiz.. i couldn't go to school on monday... how how how??
got the bloody ass check-up.. somemore in the morning..
how to collect money?? how to ask for their size??
haiz... nevermind.. hope that that fhamy will help me..
aiyoh!! save me ar somebody!!!

BUDDY!!! how come everytime you got anything, you just refused to tell me??
not refuse to tell me but is that you just kept quiet about it..
i don't even know that why am i this buddy for..
i'm really very upset.. i don't know what i can do for you..
but to stand there and be like a wooden block who don't know anything??
i feel like breaking down but i couldn't.. i'm just to used to penknife to vent out all my sadness and frustration and i want to cry also couldn't..
i really hope that i can vanish from this world..
when i stay in this world, i only can feel sadness. not happiness..
all those happiness are fake.. i just hang them up onto my face.. nobody knows this..
i really really really hope to vent out all my sadness and frustration not through penknife but through something better then penknife..

can i really cry out?? i'm really wondering.. can it be done??
-dead from this world long ago........- only that you don't know..
left this world from 030107. i am not truely myself. fake being myself.
GRACE ♥ 9:41 PM