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Sunday, March 25, 2007
everything is my fault.
talk to them also my fault.
whatever you all think lahs.
i'm not going to care about them anymore.
if the band got a paper or silver or bronze, blame it on them.
even though within two weeks it's impossible to improve much but as long as they got put in the effort, they will improve..
aiya, whatever lah..
they want or don't want to listen is their problem.
as long as i've tried to improve myself.
after SYF, i won't be going.
when i happy then i go.
not happy then don't go lor.
if need to see the susie ho or the yeo, see lor.
as if i'm scared of them.
quit band jiu quit lor.
no cca points then don't have lahs.

before going to the SCH [songapore conference hall], everybody were unhappy of me.
because i scolded the juniors.
ya lah. my fault lah.
i messaged chanhuei baobei and jinhui buddy.
told them what happen.
jinhui buddy ask me not to care about them anymore.
and i would rather go out with them than going to band.
but the problem is...
can i don't care about the section or not???
aiya.. whatever.. i also cried in the bus.
cried alot of times.
along the way, i messaged jinhui buddy and cried to myself...
nobody was sitting beside me so nobody knew that i cried.
at the conference hall's lobby, i was practising my fingerings.
farah came by and talk to me.
she saw the face of mine..
wanted to cry so she asked me to follow her.
i told her the reasons and i think farah told valerie.
valerie said that when it's time for band then just concentrate on band.
and she would talk to me.
but after the practice, she went off first..
so nobody talked to me.
and i sat alone again..
it's quite lonely but i think that it's better off that way..

oh ya.. if they want to hate me, for all i care.
i won't be going anyway..
my standard drop then drop lor.
i also don't care much..
if they don't want any seniors to talk to them in that manner,
practise hard lah..
thats the only way to prove the seniors wrong.
and prove to yourself that you can do it.

i'm not going to care about them anymore.
they can feel free to approach me and talk to me, scold me also can.
only that i would reply them that i'm not interested in the section things anymore.
that would be better off..
after SYF, i'm free!!!
yay!!! so happy...
can go out with chanhuei baobei and jinhui buddy..

end the post here.
i miss chanhuei baobei, jinhui buddy and cassandra jiejie. (:
GRACE ♥ 5:38 PM