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Thursday, April 26, 2007
i have this thought again.
i really don't know why am i here in this world.
why am i born and stuffs like that.
hais..
maybe it's because of something.
that's why i have the thought of it again.
i'm really a useless friend.
friends got problem, i couldn't help at all.
when i have any problems, my friends would always be there for me.
but me??
when friends need me, where am i? what am i doing?
do i really lend one my shoulder when one is crying?
i really hate myself.
life sucks.
end the post here.
no longer got the mood to update.
would i feel better when it comes to cutting??

to somebody:
y do u always like to lock yourself in your own world?
do u think it's a good way by numbing yourself?
or worse don't face the problems that has occurs.
don't face it but you can share it with me or others.
the unhappiness won't pass unless you face it.
if you think that you are doing fine in life and faking a smile on your face means that you are alright.
then you are WRONG!
stop lying to yourself. is it that difficult to face a problem?
even if it is, what are friends for?
are they for show? NO! they are called friends is because that they will face whatever problem that you're going through.
they will always stand by your side no matter what happens.
and is this how you are going to treat them?
you said that whenever you are with your friends, you are happy.
that means that if you are not together with them, you are not happy.
you said that i'll have the feeling which is not good.
i tell you now!
I WON'T HAVE THIS FEELINGS BECAUSE I KNEW THAT FRIENDS WOULD LEND ME THEIR EARS AND THEY WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME.
I WOULDN'T HIDE ANYTHING FROM THEM.
i'm not happy because you tend to hide it from me.
i just don't like the way you treat life now.
i don't like the new you.
i want the old you because you were a straight-forward person.
you may think that i'm a busybody.
but that's out of care and concern.
i really really don't dare to cry out.
all i did was to cry silently.
i don't want this. as what i've said, i don't want to see you like this. it hurts me.
i'm also a human, a person with feelings.
i got nothing to hide because i knew that you'll always be there for me.
why can't you have the thinking that i will always be there for you? and your friends too.
even if you don't want to share with me,you still have your friends to share with.
share it with others are always better than keeping it to yourself.
i'm a useless friend/buddy who i couldn't help at all.
all i have to do is to cry?? is this worth it??
i really don't want you to do it to yourself.
stop it, can?
if you don't stop it, you shall see what will happen to me.
remember that i will always miss you lots lots. (:
and love you many many. (:

hope that you're reading.
heed my advice.
i don't want anything to happen to you.
miss my gans lots lots. (:
love them many many. (:
GRACE ♥ 6:08 PM