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Friday, May 11, 2007
am i regretting? for disown-ing you..
did i make the right decision of disown-ing you??
you have hide everything in your heart since i've disown-ed you...
why are you like that??
why everybody treats me like this???
WHY?!?!
after talking to you yesterday, i've found out that you've changed alot.
change into a 'happy' person..
what can i do??
i'm truly confused...
am i right or am i wrong??

when can ching huat wake up?
i don't want him to live with a mask on.
i don't want him to be like me.
his girlfriend always make him cry, sad or maybe angry.
all i did was to be there for him..
and now... he doesn't share his problems with people who he knows.
i got to force him to say out yesterday which i don't want.
but i've got no choice.
to me, saying out is better than keeping it in the heart..
because keep in the heart, will make you feel more worse.
because you'll tend to think of it again.
by sharing, friends will give their advices.
i really got nothing to say.
maybe i'm the cause of what's happening to him.

both of us have been living with a mask on.
when can we take out??
or rather when can you take out yours??
mine have been sticked there for months and it can't be taken out.
i've been acting happy after the disown.
but what can i do??
i got to do what i've said.
actions speak louder than words.

i've stopped myself from crying and knowing what is pain..
but why can't i do it?
i really feel that i'm a failure.
i don't know should i regret from the day i disown you..
it's really hurtful and painful..

no longer the girl that people knew..
the old her has die...
she has left the world...

all i can say is sorry.
all i can do is to listen to you saying your problems.
don't be afraid to speak up. (:
GRACE ♥ 9:17 PM