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Saturday, October 20, 2007 |
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i'm freaking angry lahs ! what the hell . everything also i'm the one . what the fuck ! are they thinking that i've all the time in the world to do ALL the things ? what the hell . and why am i always the one who brings the dog down ? they always play with the dog too . but i'm always the one who brings the dog down for a walk . fuck it lahs ! arghhhh ! whatever ! don't wish to talk about it .
saturday, 201007 woked up early in the morning , prepared and went off for band . the attendance wasn't very good . hmmmm ... the band is kinda boring , some says . i have no comments , because i don't want to say it or else i'm not going for band again . =.- had drills till 9 . stupid mingren , keep pumping the seniors for what ? =x my kneecap hurts now lahs ! went for sectionals till 11 , thought we'll be having combine . but we didn't . the excos planned a game and so , the others went for captain's ball game . while , ms lim and me went to lock the doors . chat about band stuffs and overseas trip . if there's really a overseas trip , i wants to go . :D but i've got to earn money myself . i won't want to use my mother's money because the money that she earns , the family anyhow spend . =.- hope that i can do it . jiaen locked the band room later on when it's time to fall in .
today's 20 ! in 3 months time , i'm the age of 16 ! :D but that time , i'll be in or sec 4 . the results are not confirm as i've not gotten my report book back yet . =x and i've to concentrate on my studies le ba . and that 'N' levels' coming . =.- hmmmmm ... whatever ! =x
-it's just time for me to let it go.
shall end here (:
maybeit'sjustafoolishthinkingofmine.
thoughtthatyouwouldbeback,butnowiknowthatyouwon't.
that'swhypeoplewouldsaythat,cherishthepersoninfrontofyou.
andnow,iagreewiththissentencealready.
lasttime,it'smyfaultfornotcherishingyouandletyougo.
andiregretedthati'vedonethat.
butnow,i'venochoicebuttoletyougo.
itmayhurtsnow,butit'sreallymyfaultforruiningtherelationshipandcausingyoutohateme.
well,iacceptthat.becauseiknewthatihadtoacceptit.
fatebroughtustogetheronce,butiknowthattherewon'tbetwicealready.
it'sminemeansit'smine,ifit'snotmine,whateverido,itwouldn'tbelongstome.
asi'vesaidinthatmessage,whateverisay,youalsowon'tlisten.
andyourreplyisyup.
doyouknowthat,itreallyhurtslahs.
butwhattodo,notminemeansnotmine.
ican'tsnatchordoanythingbuttoacceptit.
andnow,i'mtryingtodothat.it'sjusttimeformetodoit. |
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