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It has been ages ever since i've last blog. =x
Hmmm, here's a summary. (:
Friday;110708
Slacked with Angela cookie, Lester admirer and Angela's friend at the void deck after Singhong and Jiaen left for home.
Slacked till 10++ i think then we went home. (:
Saturday;120708
Slacked with Banbee qiangbi first and Kaisheng came later on.
Chit chatted and went home. (:
Monday;140708
Happy 18th birthday to Kaisheng! :D
Friday and Saturday;180708 and 190708
Went out with Angela cookie to meet Adrian banana at Ang Mo Kio.
Slacked and went to Toa Payoh with cookie and banana went home.
Reached home at 10++, bathe, changed and rush out again. =.-
Trained down to Yew Tee to banana's house.
Got accused of something which has got nothing to do with me. ):
Tonn-ed at his house, it doesn't seems to be like tonn-ing. But it looks more like sleeping over at his house.
Zhenhao came over at around 8++ and we chit chatted till 2++ and we left.
I'm the one who said that she is hong-ing him. I regretted to bring her to meet him already, but it has got nothing to do with me when she knows her way to his house. I'm at home when she's at his house downstairs. Whose fault, mine? She knows him long time ago, i know him for how long only. I returned home, sit not till 15mins, phone charged not till 2 freaking bars then i've got to bathe , changed and go out to his house. They never informed me, make me rushed like a fucking mad girl. She go his house also got me lehs, it's just that i reach later nia. Also my fault, nabei. Your fucking one sentence, i don't want to talk to you, can hurt me this freaking much. I thought that you're the most understanding person, but you've proved me wrong, instead you gave me a impression that you only care about your erzi more than meimei. Yeps, he's the one and only so i've got no comments. I was so fucked up when they informed me at the last min. One sentence of yours, can make me embarrass myself by crying. I thought of not letting them know, but too bad, they heard it. He said don't think too much but now i isn't thinking too much, it's a fact that i heard it with my own ears when i'm talking to you. I recalled all those memories that i've spent with you, no matter it's happy or sad. And tears started flowing down. If he didn't tell you that i've cried, would you care? I doubt so, i guess you'll still be angry with me for bringing her to his house which it has got nothing to do with me. Since i'm not important, what for treating me this good, wanting me to embarrass myself in front of them? Wanting them to spread, wah, Grace of Bedoknorthsec, class 4F has cried at Adrian's house on Sat, 190708. Everytime i thought of it, tears will still flow down. And yet, you still have the cheek to message me, asking me why i've cried. Isn't the answer obvious enough? Arbo i cry for Adrian, Eyleen or Hannah ar? In the past, when i cried asking him whether would we be this close after 4 years as i don't wish that history would repeat itself again. I would ask myself, would i ever cry for you? Actually my answer is no, because i know that you won't make me cry. But now, i've proved myself wrong. Because of this matter, you would rather talk to your erzi and get angry with me. Maybe i just click well with you, understand you by a little? As there might be things that you're hiding. You've kept so many gans, they're all way better than me. They're more suitable than me, give them some time to understand you, you'll click well together. I'm a nobody. Just a person living on earth. Who cares about my feelings?
Monday;210708
It's racial harmony day! :D
Chatted with Adrian banana and Derek daddy.
Chat till morning, 6++ then banana hanged the phone.
Actually is he fell asleep and i tried to wake him up many times. =.-
And i didn't get to sleep a wink at all. ):
Heard a sad news from Jiaen.
Was shocked and sad. ):
Attended Guanshen's father's wake and left at 10++.
Tuesday;220708
Went to Bedok interchange with Jiaen to accompany Singhong.
As she's accompanying her grandmother.
Cabbed down to her house and we stayed in her house till evening.
Jiaen gone home first as her mother asked her to buy something.
And i reached home at 8++.
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