xiiao gracee

2008-11-07T15:56:00.002+08:00

說好的幸福呢 - 周杰倫

It has been ages ever since the last update for my blog.
Ohmygod, i'm so bored at home.
Bored bored bored.
But nevermind, i'm meeting Joanne sweetiejie and Winnie jiejie tomorrow! :D
At least i don't have to rot at home. =.-
Lalala, Banbee and Leon's O levels is going to end.
Weeeee, slacking time is all over the place again. :D

Shall end here (:

2008-10-13T13:04:00.004+08:00

I'm using the computer in my brother's room secretly.
Got to use fast, if not he'll scold when he returns. =.-

Hohoho, these few weeks or months have been a crucial one.
Because of my 'N' levels.
And now, finally it's over. :D
YAY!
Slacking time is all over the place. :D
&&& We shall listen to a nice song. :D

Shall end here (:

2008-09-13T18:46:00.003+08:00

Hohoho.

Long time never update already.

Heee.

I also don't know what to update. =/

Lalala.

Whatever it is, i still don't know what to update.

LOL.

Today going out with Adrian banana and Winnie jiejie. :D
Long time never see banana already.
Heeee. :D

Reply of tags
Jingting:Yeps, i remember you. Haha. I've linked you.

Hannah:Haha, i miss you too. (: &&& Meet up soon.
Gin:Cutiejie, ya lors. Long time never meet le. Miss you too. :D

Jinhui:Haha, same goes to me. Long time never tag your blog already.

Tingwei:Linked you. (: Thanks! (;
Singhong:Haha, sprained my back. =x Haha, will be coming back tomorrow! (:
Pamela:Will take care, you too! (:

2008-08-31T19:14:00.003+08:00

I've got long long time ever since my last update. ):
I've also forgotten what have i done during this period. =.-
Hmmm, nevermind. Heee.
My 'N' levels are coming.
Ohmygod, and i'm still here, having fun like nobody's business.
Going out as usual. =.-

Shall end here (:

Reply of tags:
Joanne:Haha, okay. I miss you.
Xiaohan:Boohoo!~ (:
Leon:SISTER, since when have i last met you? HAHA.
Shavon:I said sorry to Adrian banana because my friends ps me during the last min when they agreed to ton at Adrian's house.
Winnie:What sia. You're right beside me lehs, Haha. I'll miss you de lahs!
Yiwei:Haha, okay. I'll jiayou for my 'N' levels de.
Jiajin:Superwoman. :D I'll try to update more. (:

2008-08-18T15:15:00.004+08:00

Friday;150808
Slacked with Winnie jiejie at Sharon's working place. :D
Went to find Leon sister, Roubing airen, Angela cookie and Kailun sister.
Something happened in between and i went home.
Sorry Adrian banana. ):

Saturday;160808
Went to FarEast with Winnie jiejie and Joanne sweetiejie.
Walked around and after we had our lunch,
we went to Zinc to disturb Yaofu.
Jiejie and i played with the bags there, took some retard photos and bid Yaofu goodbye.

&&& Happy birthday to Faizah and Farniam :D

Sunday;170808
Went to church with Winnie jiejie.
Watched their service, watched their people play soccer and went home.

Shall end here (:

2008-08-14T20:42:00.002+08:00

Monday;110808
Slacked at Leon's house. Watching some movies.
I go off first to find Chinghuat, slacked and went home.

Tuesday;120808
Went to school to see my Chinese results, i got C6. ):
Went to Bedok Town Sec with Singhong to find her friend, Kungeng.
Meet Jasline twin and Songyan too! (:
Slack awhile and we went to 524 to play basketball.
At 6++, Singhong and i went to Techview to find Banbee and gang.
I return home and then went down again to slack with Yiwei, Angela cookie and Leon sister for awhile.
And home sweet home.

Wednesday;130808
Went to Tenaga to slack with Singhong, Jiaen and Guanshen.
And i return home.
Then i went down again to slack with Angela cookie, Kailun sister and Leon sister.
Did some homework. (:
And at 11++, home sweet home.

Shall end here (:

Reply of tags:
Xiaohan:Aiyo, your sister got nothing better to do eh? &&& I miss you. =x
Roubing:Okay okay, will ask you and baby out to slack. :D &&& I miss you. =x
Angela:LOL! Ask him to be your gan mei lors. HAHA!
Kaisheng:What boy? You stupid AUNTIE. Grrr.
Hannah:WAH! Spam my tagboard, you crazy nehnehpok! &&& I miss you. =x
Shavon:I miss you too, ice-cream. :D

2008-08-11T16:42:00.002+08:00

Friday;080808
Today's date is really nice. :D
Meet up with Winnie jiejie, wanting to go Vivo.
But end up didn't because Beehan greentea, her boyfriend;Jingxiang, Angela cookie and Kailun sister come and meet me.
And we went to Parkway with jiejie, cookie and sister.
Send jiejie back to Bedok, went home.
Help cookie take money from her father, and went over to Katong.
Ton there with Leon sister, Kailun sister and Angela cookie.
Ate with Kailun sister's friends and went over to East Coast to see sunrise.
And then Kailun sister and Angela cookie slept at my house.

Saturday;090808
Happy National Day! :D
Slept till 1.30pm, bathed and changed.
Woke Kailun sister and Angela cookie up.
Went down with them and see them having their Breakfast cum Lunch.
Off to Bedok to meet Chinghuat and Winnie jiejie.
Lunched together with them, and off to Vivo.
Met Adam at Habourfront.
Walked around, played and in the night, we drinked.
Bought Hooch though, and we played with the caps.
I got forfeited, shouted HELP and we ran off.
Actually wanted to see how many people reacted but we ran off.
HAHA!
Trained to Bedok with jiejie as Chinghuat is staying over at Adam's house.

Sunday;100808
Parkway with Angela cookie, Kailun sister and sister's friend; Darwin (?).
Bused to Hougang, ate sushi and slacked.
Went to sister's house, and he bathed.
Bused back to Bedok.

&&& Now i'm at Leon's house, updating this going-to-be-dead blog. HAHA!
Shall end here (:

2008-08-08T12:10:00.006+08:00

I'm finally back to blog. ;D
My blog's going to rot soon. ):
A summary for the week. HAHA.

Saturday;020808
Went to Far East with Winnie jiejie and Joanne sweetiejiejie. :D

Sunday;030808
It's Guanshen's birthday! (:
Far East with Winnie jiejie again. :D
Slacked with Angela cookie, Leon and cookie's friend, Kailun. (:

Monday;040808
Went to Parkway with Winnie jiejie. (:
Slacked with Angela cookie and Kailun.
They both went into relationship. Congrats! :D

Tuesday;050808
Went to Parkway with Winnie jiejie, Addrick korkor and Chinghuat. :D
Find their mummy after playing pool, went to eat and i cabbed back.
Slacked with Angela cookie, Kailun and Leon. (:

Wednesday;060808
Angela cookie and Kailun came over to my house in the morning to sleep. =.-
Slacked at my house till 6++ then they go off.
Went downstairs at 7++ to see Annchen korkor, see doctor and slack.
Angela, Kailun, Leon and i became sisters. HAHA!

Thursday;070808
Exams, English and Social studies.
Chiong all the way.
Went home, slept and went down to slack with Angela cookie and Leon.
Kailun didn't come as he's working.

Shall end here (:

Random!

2008-08-01T22:14:00.002+08:00

Woohoo, finally! (: I can't use the computer and update my blog for days. ):
Lalala, nothing much these few days.
It's just that i'm been sick for don't know how many days.
Having medication there and here. ):
Not niceeeee. ):

Oops, today is the first day of August and it's also the first month of the Hungry Ghost Festival.
I'm scared. ):
Lalala, but i went out with Xiangxiang, Jiaen, Singhong, Chenchen and Zoe to Bugis.
Shopped shopped shopped.
Chenchen and Zoe went off first, followed by Xiangxiang; she's with her boyfriend.
Then Singhong, Jiaen and i went to Eunos CC as Singhong wants to find her boyfriend.
Haha, accompanied her and also see Banbee qiangbi.
Long time never sit down and talk to him already.
See him in school, just only say hi. =.-
Lalala~

To Chinghuat (:
Erm, cheer up okay! (; don't always sad sad de.
Yeps, i know it's really a sad thing but you've got to accept it okay.
If you really can't let go, maybe try to be back with her again?
Since now you two still got the feelings for each other.
Don't waste another chance le.
Opportunities are hard to come by.
So you've got to cherish every opportunity that you have right now.
Hmmm, pardon me okay.
Try changing your attitude and temper?
Maybe it will be better for the both of you. (:
I don't wish to see you sad sad de hor.
Must stay happy! (:
I'll always be there for you de okay. :D
Just a call or a text will do. (:

Shall end here (:

2008-07-28T17:50:00.003+08:00

Saturday; 260708
Went out to Bugis with Winnie jiejie, Joanne sweetiejiejie and Alexis. :D
Met up with Adrian banana and Shavon banana-sao.
LOL !
Walked walked walked.
Something happened, don't wish to talk about it. ):
And we trained down to Sengkang.
Accompany sweetiejiejie to her friend's birthday party.
Sit awhile, sing birthday song and we left.
Chit chatted while waiting for the bus to come.
Sweetiejiejie and Alexis went off.
Reached home, bathed, changed and go down again. =.-
Find Lester admirer and Angela cookie.
Slack slack slack and i returned home at 12++.

Alexis become my cutiebaby! :D

Sunday;270708
Was supposed to meet Winnie jiejie to Far East but she fell sick.
So i stayed at home the whole day.
Once in a blue moon, i did my homework. (:
Done with my homework, watching television time. Lol .

Shavon become my ice-cream! :D

&&& I miss all my gans. (;
Shall end here (:

Reply of tags:
Raiyan:What grace meow? =.-
Joanne:Sweetiejiejie, wo ye hen xiang ni. :D
Shavon:Haha, Winnie jiejie invited you already. &&& Forgot to tell you, we have the same surname. =x
Roubing:Airen!~ I'm trying to update often, but i can't use the computer regularly. ):

2008-07-24T17:09:00.004+08:00

Hmmm, should i put my love list?
Haha, i know Winnie jiejie wants to see the love list again.
But i'm lazyyyyyy. =x
Hmmm, i think i put here better and it'll be in alphabetic order. :DDDDD

Love list. (: *edited*
Adrian banana
Alexis cutiebaby
Angela cookie
Annchen korkor
Banbee qiangbi
Beehan greentea
Derek daddy
Eyleen bestfriend
Fasihah twin
Gin cutiejiejie
Hannah nehnehpok
Jasline twinny
Jiajin superwoman
Joanne sweetiejiejie
Leo baby
Lester admirer
Roubing airen
Shavon icecream
Weixiong bearbear
Winnie jiejie
Xiaohan candyfloss
Xinyi meimei
Zhengbo stupid

Bojun
Chenchen
Jiaen
Kaisheng
Singhong
Pamela
Xiangxiang
Zhenhao
Zoe
and many others. Lazy to name. =x
&&& I love them :DDDDDD

Shall end here (:

2008-07-22T21:10:00.005+08:00

It has been ages ever since i've last blog. =x
Hmmm, here's a summary. (:

Friday;110708
Slacked with Angela cookie, Lester admirer and Angela's friend at the void deck after Singhong and Jiaen left for home.
Slacked till 10++ i think then we went home. (:

Saturday;120708
Slacked with Banbee qiangbi first and Kaisheng came later on.
Chit chatted and went home. (:

Monday;140708
Happy 18th birthday to Kaisheng! :D

Friday and Saturday;180708 and 190708
Went out with Angela cookie to meet Adrian banana at Ang Mo Kio.
Slacked and went to Toa Payoh with cookie and banana went home.
Reached home at 10++, bathe, changed and rush out again. =.-
Trained down to Yew Tee to banana's house.
Got accused of something which has got nothing to do with me. ):
Tonn-ed at his house, it doesn't seems to be like tonn-ing. But it looks more like sleeping over at his house.
Zhenhao came over at around 8++ and we chit chatted till 2++ and we left.

I'm the one who said that she is hong-ing him. I regretted to bring her to meet him already, but it has got nothing to do with me when she knows her way to his house. I'm at home when she's at his house downstairs. Whose fault, mine? She knows him long time ago, i know him for how long only. I returned home, sit not till 15mins, phone charged not till 2 freaking bars then i've got to bathe , changed and go out to his house. They never informed me, make me rushed like a fucking mad girl. She go his house also got me lehs, it's just that i reach later nia. Also my fault, nabei. Your fucking one sentence, i don't want to talk to you, can hurt me this freaking much. I thought that you're the most understanding person, but you've proved me wrong, instead you gave me a impression that you only care about your erzi more than meimei. Yeps, he's the one and only so i've got no comments. I was so fucked up when they informed me at the last min. One sentence of yours, can make me embarrass myself by crying. I thought of not letting them know, but too bad, they heard it. He said don't think too much but now i isn't thinking too much, it's a fact that i heard it with my own ears when i'm talking to you. I recalled all those memories that i've spent with you, no matter it's happy or sad. And tears started flowing down. If he didn't tell you that i've cried, would you care? I doubt so, i guess you'll still be angry with me for bringing her to his house which it has got nothing to do with me. Since i'm not important, what for treating me this good, wanting me to embarrass myself in front of them? Wanting them to spread, wah, Grace of Bedoknorthsec, class 4F has cried at Adrian's house on Sat, 190708. Everytime i thought of it, tears will still flow down. And yet, you still have the cheek to message me, asking me why i've cried. Isn't the answer obvious enough? Arbo i cry for Adrian, Eyleen or Hannah ar? In the past, when i cried asking him whether would we be this close after 4 years as i don't wish that history would repeat itself again. I would ask myself, would i ever cry for you? Actually my answer is no, because i know that you won't make me cry. But now, i've proved myself wrong. Because of this matter, you would rather talk to your erzi and get angry with me. Maybe i just click well with you, understand you by a little? As there might be things that you're hiding. You've kept so many gans, they're all way better than me. They're more suitable than me, give them some time to understand you, you'll click well together. I'm a nobody. Just a person living on earth. Who cares about my feelings?

Monday;210708
It's racial harmony day! :D
Chatted with Adrian banana and Derek daddy.
Chat till morning, 6++ then banana hanged the phone.
Actually is he fell asleep and i tried to wake him up many times. =.-
And i didn't get to sleep a wink at all. ):
Heard a sad news from Jiaen.
Was shocked and sad. ):
Attended Guanshen's father's wake and left at 10++.

Tuesday;220708
Went to Bedok interchange with Jiaen to accompany Singhong.
As she's accompanying her grandmother.
Cabbed down to her house and we stayed in her house till evening.
Jiaen gone home first as her mother asked her to buy something.
And i reached home at 8++.

Shall end here (:

2008-07-09T16:41:00.002+08:00

Sunday;060708
Went to Bugis with Winnie jiejie, Joanne sweetiejie and Gin cutiejie. (:
Had a lot of fun.
We're going to buy the same stuffs together. Haha.
&&& Adrian banana, must last long with Shavon. (:

Monday;070708
Went to Bugis again but now it's with Winnie jiejie and Joanne sweetiejie.
Went for steamboat with Joanne sweetiejie's gans.
As it's her gan's brother's birthday. :D
Had dinner and went off, took bus home with meimei chatting with me.
Haha, she's afraid as she's alone at home.

Tuesday;080708
Didn't attend school as i don't feel like going.
Haha, i'm such a bad student. =x
Stayed at home the whole day.

Wednesday;090708
Finally, i attend school. :D
Had dun with friends.
And now i'm at Jiaen's house using her computer.
As my computer's cpu got burnt. =.-
Then now waiting for brother to take it for repair.
It's sooooo long lahs. =.-

&&& I miss all my gans and friends. ;D
Shall end here (:

2008-07-03T18:12:00.002+08:00

I had my 'N' levels English oral today.
Was nervous and scared that i won't speak well.
And i'll confirm stutter between sentences.
The reading and picture description isn't well i guess.
Because i can't read with high and low tone for the passage.
And my description isn't well describe at all.
Sigh, maybe i got a just pass for both categories.
As for conversation, i speak a lot. Told them about this and that.
Used up more than 10 minutes and poor Yucai got to wait there like nobody's business.
Out of school and meet my mother and go home together. (:

&&& I miss Winnie jiejie, Adrian banana, Weixiong bearbear, Zhengbo stupid, Banbee qiangbi and Kaisheng. (:
Shall end here (:

2008-06-30T02:11:00.002+08:00

Today go out with Winnie jiejie to meet Joanne jiejie.
Then we went to walk around and after that, packed food go up to Joanne jiejie's sweetheart, Gin's house.
Reached there, slacked, watch television and chit chat.
Had fun, and at 7++, we had to go.
So, we went back to interchange and bid goodbye to Joanne jiejie then we took bus back to Bedok. (:
Got home, changed and chatted on the phone with Hannah nehnehpok. (:

&&& Today's Derek daddy's birthday. :D
Shall end here (:

2008-06-28T00:18:00.021+08:00

People who have stepped into my life. :D
They create joy and happiness to make my day.
I'll always remember the things that you've done. (:
Lalalalala~

Winnie jiejie ;D

Adrian banana ;D

Joanne jiejie ;D

Weixiong bearbear ;D

Annchen korkor (:

Banbee qiangbi (:

Kaisheng (:

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Zhenhao listener (:

Bojun partner :D

Guanshen, XiangXiang, SingHong and Jiaen :D

Pamela :D

Zhengbo stupid (?) :D

Hannah nehnehpok and Eyleen best friend :D

Post those who are close to me, who'd listened to my whinnings and had played and entertained me.
&&& Credits to their Friendster photos (:
Shall end here (:

2008-06-23T19:41:00.001+08:00

Went out with Guanshen, Jiaen and Jinhui.
Had fun going out with them. (:
They bought shirts and presents for the birthday ladies. (:
But i haven't bought my present for Sihui. =x

I did something wrong again.
Felt really very regret that i would do that.
Now, i'm freaking guilty.
Sigh, i don't know what to do now. ):

~~Do i have to use cutting as my last resort as i'm fucking stress and guilty?~~
~~I really don't know what to do now. Kept blaming myself for doing that.~~
~~How how how? ):~~

Shall end here (:

2008-06-20T18:30:00.002+08:00

Another you by Cascada

So many times I was alone I couldn't sleep
You left me drowning in the tears of memory
And ever since you've gone, I found it hard to breathe
Cause there was so much that your heart just couldn't see
A thousand wasted dreams rolling off my eyes
But time's been healing me and I say goodbye

Cause I can breathe again, dream again
I'll be on the road again
Like it used to be the other day
Now I feel free again, so innocent
Cause someone makes me whole again for sure
I'll find another you

Could you imagine someone else is by my side
I've been afraid he couldn't keep myself from falling
My heart was always searching for a place to hide
Could not await the dawn to bring another day
Your not the only one so hear me when I say
The thoughts of you that just fade away

Cause I can breathe again, dream again
I'll be on the road again
Like it used to be the other day
Now I feel free again, so innocent
Cause someone makes me whole again for sure
I'll find another you

Sometimes I see you when I close my eyes
You're still apart of my life

But I can breathe again, dream again
I'll be on the road again
Like it used to be the other day
Now I feel free again, so innocent
Cause someone makes me whole again for sure
I'll find another you
I'll find another you

2008-06-19T19:50:00.002+08:00

KORKOR, I'm doing it for your sake. HAHA. And this survey should be done long long ago. =x

Rules of the game: Remove one question from below, add in one of your own (personal), to make a total of 20. Tag 10 people in your list in the end of this post. Notify them.

1. At what age do you wish to be married?
I don't know?

2. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 buddies you'd take and why?
Winnie jiejie, Adrian banana, Weixiong bearbear.
I also don't know the reason why. =x

3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
A place without problems.

4. If you can have 1 dream come true, what would it be?
People around me to be happy. (:

5. Do you believe you can survive without money?
Nopes. Even water also need money to buy it.

6. What are you afraid to lose the most?
My family, friends and my QQ.

7. If you win $ 1 Million, what would you do?
Buy presents to those i've owed.
Give mummy half of it. (:
And buy things to dote on myself.

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
I don't know.

9. One bad point the person who tagged you has got?
Ann Chen korkor? Always smoke like there's no tomorrow. =.-

10. Is everything possible to you?
Depends.

11. What kind of person do you hate the most?
Don't want to name it out.

12. If you are given the chance to go back to the past and make a difference, will you?
Yeps. Of cause i will.

13.Wad thing cnt be seen by others the most??
One's thinkings and the face of crying.

14. Any wisdom to share with your readers?
Cherish and treasure the person in front of you. You won't know when he/she will be gone the next minute.

15. If there's ever a war(or things that are similar) happening in your place, are you going to move to a safer place, or fight?
Move to a safer place.

16. If you have the chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
My attitude.

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
Winnie jiejie, Adrian banana.

18. what do you think the most stupid thing humans may get to?
Quarrel and fight because of money problems.

19. What does love means to you?
No matter what happens, he/she will go through it together with you. Love is something that you can never never describe. You won't know why and when you'll fall for somebody. It's fated.

20. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Sometimes. (;

*10 people you tagged to do?
Nobody? Ha.

2008-06-19T17:22:00.015+08:00

Random (:

Sunday;150608
Met Winnie jiejie at Bedok interchange and took train down to Boon Lay to fetch Adrian banana and meet Derek daddy.
They waited for us to reach and we headed to banana's house at Yew Tee.
Waited for him to check his phone, bathe and prepare to go out.
Played with his cap, blah blah blah and finally, we can get out of his house.
Cabbed down to Bugis for dinner at a Japanese restaurant.
Walked to Bugis Junction, wanted to take neoprints but too bad, it's late and they're closing.
Daddy was kinda angry because we can't take as we were celebrating his birthday in advance.
Moreover, we're dilly dallying.
So we took at somewhere else, had fun. (:
And both banana and daddy are so fierce when they take the pictures. =x
It's late so we sent jiejie to take the train and we train-ed down to Somerset.
Wanted to sing but it's too expensive. =.-
So we went to play pool. Watched both of them play and realised that both of them are very violent. =x
Cabbed down to Changi in the middle of the night.
Went to buy some things from Cheers and we slacked around Changi beach.
Something happened and after that, we went back to Cheers to buy things again.
Slacked there till 8++ the next morning.
We went off, daddy and banana took the same cab home and i took another one, as i'm going somewhere else.
Returned home, bathe and sleep as i'm tired. =.-
A few hours later, i fell sick. Running a fever, having a sore throat and running nose. =.-
Such a bad luck. ):
&&& Thanks for making my day. ;D

Tuesday;100608
Went to Jinhui's chalet. Reached, help him with the water bombs.
It's for Sihui, Sophia and Pauline, the June babies. (:
Waited for the time to pass then we play with the flour and water bombs.
Haha, was chasing around, playing like nobody's business.
Of cause, we won't let Senghuat off.
So we throw the remaining flour at him, and he didn't bring extra shirt to change.
And i'm so innocent, because Sihui threw bits of flour at me. =.-
After which, we went into the room.
We started to play pillow fights and after the fightings, we cam-whored. Haha.
Thought of staying overnight but because of the flour and water, the room became dirty and we've decided not to stay.
We left the place at 11 plus, took bus and sent Sihui and Pauline home as i'm free to do that. HAHA. &&& Thanks for making my day. ;D

Shall end here (:

2008-04-20T11:35:00.003+08:00

It has been !@#$%^&*! days ever since i've last posted.
Examinations are coming and i'm not prepared yet.
Don't know how to get my desire marks for all my subjects like this.
Sigh.
Paper 1 is starting tomorrow which is English and Chinese Compositions. ):
I should start to study now.

For the past !@#$%^&*! days, i've enjoyed myself with my cliques. :D
We went to buy our clear files. (:
Each of ours has a different colour. (;
We would play around and disturb each other. Hahahahahhas.
We're childish but i really enjoy every moments with you guys. ;D

&&&& I miss my jiejie, bearbear and banana. ):
We're drifting apart already. ):
Sigh.
When can we be like last time?
Go out together and make our day memorable?

Shall end here (:

2008-04-11T16:16:00.004+08:00

This week is really very boring.
Either i sleep at home till wee hours or i'm out with friends.
Had both English and Chinese oral this week.
Quite fun taking the oral.
Was out with Singhong, Xiangxiang, Jiaen, Weiqi, Banbee and Zhijie for basketball yesterday.
LOL!
Chatted on the phone with Adrian yesterday night and he refused to tell me anything.
Nevermind, i shall not ask him about it.
Tomorrow, i'm going out to take books and free ice-cream (?).
Haha.

Just for them;
Adrian banana: don't get angry already, okay.
I'm so sorry that i didn't cheer you up yesterday night. And i fell asleep. =x
Jiejie: i'm so sorry that i fell asleep yesterday and didn't accompany you. ):
Bear: thanks for talking on the phone with me yesterday afternoon. :D
Singhong and Xiangxiang: don't sad le. Must cheer up, okay. Smile (:
Bojun: must take care, alright. Don't always get sick.
Kaisheng: if there's anything, just contact me. I'll always be there for you. (:

Shall end here (:

2008-04-08T22:01:00.010+08:00

Surprised by that sentence?
Hahahahahhas.
I'm bored so, i intend to blog about something which me too, was surprised that i would blog about this.
This lady here; is my god-sister, Xiiaopooh. ;D
I want to thank her for being with me for the ups and downs.
Even though you're not with me all the time, not knowing what'd happened to me, you'll always lend your listening ear to me.
No matter whether i'm in the wrong or not, you'll always give me your advices. Thanks. (:
This two ladies; are my Girlfriends, Singhong and Xiangxiang. :D
The crazy times when we're together are really memorable.
Thanks for creating many good memories, i'll keep them in my heart.
This lady; is my crazy partner, Bojun. ;D
Always listen to my problems and give me advices.
Thanks for making me crazy in school.
This guy; is my listener, Kaisheng. :D
Thanks for listening to me, talking about my secrets.
Hahahahahs.
And ask me to go down for dinner or slack when i'm really bored.
It's like, you really know when i'm bored and rot at home.
Thanks a lot, Kaisheng.
This guy here; is my bear, Weixiong. (:
Seldom see him even though we stay one block away from each other.
To me, he's a good listener.
Always listen to us, chit-chatting, gossiping and sharing with each other our secrets.
Thanks Weixiong.
This guy here; is my new friend, Adrian. (:
Another listener of mine, a great listener! :D
Thanks for giving me advices regarding the things that i've told you.
Thanks a lot, Adrian.

P/s: There are also other friends too. But now, i'm lazy to post everything and everybody out.
So, i post those who're closed friends to me. (:
&&& I don't mean to take your pictures, but due to this post, i've got no choice. Sorry and Thanks. (:
Credits to their Friendster pictures. (:

shall end here (:

2008-04-07T22:16:00.000+08:00

男: 離開以後首次遇見
女: 重新對望聽你聲線
男: 太慣看你左邊笑臉
女: 差點想碰你的肩輕觸那殘餘心思
* 男: 我們分開怎麼始終行不開想捉緊當日精彩
女: 或是害怕完全淡出你那份愛離場後跑回來
男: 不知可算應該
女: 貼身不再但卻貼心裝載
男: 隨時代你哭處理淚流
女: 如後備兩手是否足夠即使那日放了手
男: 雙腳似未學會走
合: 停留在這段情
男: 不懂去女: 退守
男: 全部舊記憶這刻重遊
女: 重拾舊愛都或太荒謬
男: 運氣不夠
女: 牽不了手
合: 也算得今世獨有對你太好怎會累透 *
男: 如心跳是可以避免
女: 縈繞卻是你的聲線
男: 慣了照顧的不會變
女: 不告別也不發現對你愛顧早蔓延
Repeat *
合: 對你再好不會廝守

2008-04-06T13:46:00.002+08:00

it has been ages that i've updated this blog of mine.
many things happened within one week.
didn't want to mention about it.

was chatting on the phone with Weixiong bearbear, Adrian banana (?) and some other people for this one week.
had quite a lot of fun.
slack with Kaisheng too.
luckily got them to keep me company or else, i'll die of boredom.
now then i realised that boredom kills.

shall end here (:

~~我觉得我拥有的朋友是好的可是因为一些事情所以会变成这样。~~
~~连朋友都没得做，可能是因为我所做的东西和说的话才会把事情变得那么无可救药。~~
~~算了吧，可能我们没缘分做朋友所以才会弄成这样。~~
~~现在，我很满意我所拥有的朋友。因为我知道无论如何他们都会在我的身边。~~

2008-04-01T22:17:00.002+08:00

thanks for being there for me. :D
i'll always remember those who're always there for me.
even if we're close now and in the near future we're not, i'll still remember that you had lend a helping hand to me when i need help.
not forgetting those who advice or listen to me,
and gave me tons and tons of advices.
thanks. (:

shall end here (:

2008-03-30T10:56:00.002+08:00

it has been a long long time since i've posted.
having fun day by day and some tiffs here and there too.
i've forgotten what i've done for the one week.
but i remember what i've done yesterday. (:

went out with Xiiaopooh jiejie, Weixiong bearbear and Adrian banana (?).
Eileen came along and went off with her friends after awhile.
Adrian went home and changed.
and we go to town area to play pool.
after playing, we went for a walk.
i noticed what Adrian did but i kept quiet.
Adrian entertained us by singing and making funny actions.
had fun chatting on the phone with Adrian.
he fell asleep when he was using the phone.
hahahahahhs.

shall end here (:

2008-03-20T16:19:00.002+08:00

he sucks lahs.
call in and scold me.
never even ask why and started shouting.
wth.
even my mother have the paitence to pick up my teacher's call,
why can't you.
i'm speechless regarding what you've done.

shall end here （：

谢谢你一直以来对我的照顾。
那四年里的兄妹关系就已成为了我的回忆。
虽然这些回忆只是一小部分，可是我还是想谢谢你。
你对我那么好，又了解我。每次发生什么事情我一定会告诉你，你也一样。
可是现在。。。再也没有这个机会再和你聊天或诉苦了。
再也找不到一个那么好的一位朋友或乾哥哥了。

2008-03-16T14:34:00.005+08:00

Friday and Saturday;
was at home using the computer like nobody's business.
LOL!
used it to watch some movies online. :D
watched Juno, Ps I Love You, Stardust, Sky of Love and Step Up 2: The Streets.
cool. i want to watch more shows. :D

Sunday;
was supposed to work today.
but i went back to sleep after calling Kaisheng.
and i woke up at around 1 plus.
thus, i'm at home now and later, sure get scoldings from my mother.
school reopens tomorrow.
and my holiday homework is not done. =x
let's see what will happen tomorrow. :D

shall end here (:

2008-03-12T22:56:00.002+08:00

Tuesday;
went to Katong with Kaiming, Yangbin, Chunleong, Tzyywei, Elvina and two of her friends.
played pool. (:
was supposed to go home, but end up i meet Kaisheng.
slacked under block 601.
meanwhile, we're waiting for Weijing.
slacked together and they went for a game of basketball; in the middle of the night. =.-
watched them play and Zhuangjie came.
slacked again and home sweet home.
reached home at about 2.30 am. (:

Wednesday;
supposed to accompany Kaisheng to Bishan.
end up, didn't.
so, i went back to find Singhong, Guanshen and Jiaen since they're at Mac.
slacked and went over to Katong again.
played pool. (:
they'd improved on their skills already.
like Jiaen, this is her first day of playing pool.
all thanks to Singhong and me too. (:
if i didn't asked Singhong and Guanshen to play in the first place, they won't play it today. :D
play play play and i accidentally hit my mouth with the stick!
what the hell..
and now, my mouth is swollen. -_____________-
had fun with them today. :D
i'm still hesitating whether should i join them for outing tomorrow.
because i'm broke!

shall end here (:

2008-03-10T12:29:00.010+08:00

these are Saturday's photos.
when i meet Xiiaopooh jiejie.
and she took a shot of me. =.-

Sunday;
went to work at Mummy's place, return home, bathe and went out again.
met up with Chunleong, Tzyywei (?), Kaiming, Ruijun and Jieting. (:
walked the pasar malam with Jieting and they played basketball.
saw Kaisheng there when we returned.
they went for dinner at Mac and i went to Eunos CC.
saw a lot of my friends and classmates. (:
helped Vincent, Banbee and Yiwei catch the fish. =.-
and i went back to Mac.
returned to pasar malam again and we played a few games.
i bidded them goodbye and i went back to Eunos CC.
waited for Banbee and Yiwei, and we went to meet Kaisheng.
we went for our dinner first and then, slacked.
Kaisheng and Zhuangjie joined us and Banbee sent Yiwei home.
both Banbee and i went home and Kaisheng and Zhuangjie went to slack.

Monday;
i'm still hesitating whether should i go for the Chinese thingy at Mediacorp.
and i'm going to meet my twin, Jasline to buy some things. :D

shall end here (:

2008-03-10T12:19:00.002+08:00

曲名：什么都可以歌手: 黄晓明

雨还是下不停
打醒了你的决定
说要放弃放弃这段感情
注定我们就在此分离
你转过身离去
留下我没有回忆
我想追去可泪模糊眼睛
再给一点点勇气
让我的眼泪流下去
我看着自己
站在茫茫人海里
是在淋雨还是逃避
我试着让自己放弃
多么熟悉我不小心遇见你
回到过去我牵着你的手
什么都可以我愿意为你守护到天明
让每个角落都有我的心
这就是我想坚强的凌夷
有那么多的生命和爱情
在我的世界我只拥有你
我只想给你独特的惊喜
你却不理

你转过身离去
留下我没有回忆
我想追去可泪模糊眼睛
再给一点点勇气
让我的眼泪流下去
我看着自己
站在茫茫人海里
是在淋雨还是逃避
我试着让自己放弃
多么熟悉我不小心遇见你
回到过去我牵着你的手
什么都可以我愿意为你守护到天明
让每个角落都有我的心
这就是我想坚强的凌夷
有那么多的生命和爱情
在我的世界我只拥有你
我只想给你独特的惊喜
你却不理

什么都可以我愿意为你守护到天明
让每个角落都有我的心
这就是我想坚强的凌夷
有那么多的生命和爱情
在我的世界我只拥有你
我只想给你独特的惊喜
你却不理
我只想给你独特的惊喜
你却不理

2008-03-08T22:19:00.002+08:00

i went over to Bugis to meet Xiiaopooh jiejie. :D
crapped and slacked. :D
chatted with her and accompany her to her boyfriend's block downstairs.
and i went home.
went for pasar malam with meimei and saw Yiwei, Yixiang and Junwei.
chatted and went home. (:

shall end here (:

2008-03-04T18:20:00.002+08:00

Monday;
school's alright.
went to TM to shop for presents.
bought present, Guanshen got to buy cake for the family.
went to the bakery and Banbee hit my head. =.-
because he saw me. -_________________-
and we went home. (:
in the night, chatted on the phone with Songyan and Chunleong individually . :D
had fun chatting with them. (:

Tuesday;
school's alright.
went to watch the 'B' division girls play basketball match.
cheer like crazy. =x
went to meet mummy at Bedok interchange.
bought some things and went home. (:

shall end here (:

2008-02-29T21:50:00.004+08:00

Thursday;
i cried before going down for PE.
was 'emo-ing' during PE till recess.
Pamela wrote me a Cheer up card, Thanks Pam. :D
after school, went to History Museum for History Learning Journey.
took quite some pictures.
go crazy together with Singhong, Xiangxiang and Bojun. (:
had quite a lot of fun. :D

Friday;
had lessons.
get to know my results for CA1.
didn't really score that well.
out of 6 subjects, 4 passed and 2 failed. ):
stayed back, and went for the photo-taking for band.
joined the sec1s, and they really thought that i'm a new join-ed sec1. -_____________-
because of my height! =.-
nevermind, had fun and went home.
met up with Zoe.
thought that there would be remedial but end up don't have.
so, we went to Tech View with Jinhui and Jolyn and we slacked.
after awhile, i went home.

shall end here (:

2008-02-26T22:18:00.004+08:00

i'm back from blogging.
didn't get to use the computer due to siblings occupying it. =.-
i shall update briefly what i've done for the past few days.

Friday;
introduced Kaisheng to Banbee, chit chatted, slacked and went home at around 10++pm.
Saturday;
went to Bedok interchange and met up with Singhong and Guanshen. shopped for grocery and did some experiment with food, Jiaen and Banbee came up and met up with Kaisheng at Tenaga.
Sunday;
went to Sentosa with friends, had fun and we've got sunburn now. =.-
slacked with Banbee in the night and went home at around 10++ to 11pm.
Monday;
met up with Banbee and Kaisheng at 121 and slacked. Banbee and i went back to school to do our CIP and met up with Kaisheng again. after slacking, chit chatted with Annchen and went home.
Tuesday;
did some of the CIP and went off to meet Kaisheng and Banbee. studied at Mac, slacked and went home.
Wednesday;
tomorrow's SINGHONG's big big big big day. :D
it's her 16th birthday but she can't celebrate with us. =.-
because she got basketball tournament. ):
we'll celebrate your belated birthday in days to come, okay. :DDDDD

shall end here (:

2008-02-19T00:08:00.002+08:00

boring boring boring. life is so so so boring.

2008-02-16T18:41:00.002+08:00

Chanhuei baobei came to my house early in the morning at 8++.
chit chatted together and i went to prepare and we went out.
taught her some Principles of Accounts and we went off to some other place.
walked around Bugis Street and she bought some things.
take bus 63 back and along the way,
there's this lady. she kept talking aloud but she's talking to herself.
everybody in the bus was wondering who is she talking to.
weird weird weird. =/
and there's this indian/malay little boy.
kept touching baobei's hair and she got irritated.
alighted at Ubi, and slacked at the playground.
and there's this boy.
said to his friends that, wo chou yan cha yi dian tar lei.
yao xue chou yan, yi ding yao tar lei ma.
bu ran lang fei yan, dui ma?
after 'talking bad' about this boy, we continue to slack and this time round,
Elvina came down and slack together.
slack for awhile and baobei needs to go home and i accompany Elvina.
went home after talking to her.
and here i am, updating this dead blog.

shall end here (:

2008-02-14T19:47:00.002+08:00

ohhh! it's valentine's day.
brought chocolates to school. :D
gave everything out to friends.
received a few chocolates from friends too.
hahahahahas!
after school, went home.
chat on the phone and then went to take a nap due to not sleeping early yesterday night.
and here i am, updating my blog. :D

shall end here (:

2008-02-12T11:46:00.000+08:00

i never go to school today due to the injection that i had yesterday.
for the sake of my skin. =.-
my muscle somehow's hurting?
later going to meet up with jinhui and gang if i'm not wrong.
met up with Kaisheng yesterday. :D
accompained him to 121 and eat.
listened to him whinning about his shirts that he had bought from Zara and he had left it in the bus. -___________-
and also, listened to him whinning about losing $50 in playing blackjack. -______________-
total up, he had lost $130. =.-
that's a lot, and now his heart is painful. LOL!
poor Kaisheng. he should be more careful.
and now, he's cursing that person who had taken his shirts.
cursing that person that he wear the shirts until his skin tear, having rashes everyday and itchy skin every night. Bathing wouldn't cure, doctor wouldn't heal him, medicine worsen his conditions and eventually he is ITCHY for life.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAS!
that's a nice curse. LOL!

shall end here (:

2008-02-10T22:22:00.000+08:00

went to Guanshen's, Jinhui's house.
take red packets.
slack slack slack.
went to Tampines, wanted to watch Kungfu Dunk.
but due to the seats of the movie, we decided not to watch.
so, we went over to Century Square to take neoprints.
slack in the foodcourt and walked back to interchange.
took bus to mac, slack and eat.
then we walked home.

shall end here (:

2008-02-09T12:08:00.000+08:00

i'm back to blog. (:
has busy for 3 days including today.
the previous day went to Grand Link Square to meet Banbee and Yiwei.
played pool and then went to Hougang CC that side.
went to Yiwei's house to stay overnight.
went to AMK Hub to catch a movie the next day.
and then i went to work.
went out to Parkway with Kaisheng and his friend, Huijie.
played pool till around 11++ then went back to 121.
they went to eat and i went home.
today, i'm going out with Guanshen, Jinhui, Hazel, Xiangxiang and Jiaen.
going to have house visits. :D
if later there's time, is either we catch a movie or play pool.
but i don't think they want to play pool eh.
LOL!
i got to prepare already.

shall end here (:

2008-02-06T19:17:00.000+08:00

just had the reunion dinner with my family. (:
going to take lots of red packets. :D
then i shall buy lots and lots of things. :D
oops, my sister is going to use the computer.
maybe later going to meet Steven and Kaisheng. (:

&&& HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! :D
shall end here (:

2008-02-03T18:51:00.000+08:00

just came back from mac. :D
slack-ed with Kaiming and Jieting.
talk talk talk.
till around 6 like that then we decided to go home.
Kaiming treated me and Jieting ice-cream. (:
thanks Kaiming. ;D

shall end here (:

2008-02-01T15:28:00.000+08:00

曲名：亲爱的那不是爱情歌手：张韶涵

教室里那台风琴叮咚叮咚叮咛
像你告白的声音动作一直很轻
微笑看你送完信转身离开的背影
喜欢你字迹清秀的关心
那温热的牛奶瓶在我手中握紧
有你在的地方我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景
你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎么美丽也只能是曾经
太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

那温热的牛奶瓶在我手中握紧
有你在的地方我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景
你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎么美丽也只能是曾经
太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林

那爱情错的很透明

2008-01-29T14:06:00.000+08:00

yay! i'm going for band concert tonight. :D
Viva La Musica III.
oh no! i haven't buy them any presents yet. ):
and i'm broke too. ):
i'm still wondering what to buy for them. =/
nevermind. buy whatever things that i can afford. =x

shall end here (:

2008-01-27T07:22:00.000+08:00

summary for the week.

went out with friends and had fun.
had birthday celebration.
received presents on different days.
study.
read book, named P.S I Love You.
talked on the phone.
went out to slack.
went out again.

this is what i did for the whole week.
had quite some fun. :D
thanks to those who gave me presents. :D
received 3 bags, sunglasses, minne mouse, cardigan, necklace and treats. (:

shall end here (:

2008-01-17T21:28:00.000+08:00

seriously, i did something really very wrong.
i just did something really very bad.
i don't know how.
hais . this time round, i've done something overboard.
i really don't know how..

~~cried~~ while Chun was talking to me.
he was quite unhappy with the friends that i mixed with.
and it's my fault.
hais.
don't want to mention it anymore. ):

i miss boyfriend. (:
shall end here (:

2008-01-15T23:19:00.000+08:00

Bojun left me alone in school. -_______________-
i was alone during recess.
luckily got Pengkiat and Dylan to accompany me.
Dylan do his stuffs and Pengkiat talk to me.
hahahahahahs.
was chased out by MrsTanailing. -______-
the rest of the day was fine.
had maths test and walked out of school as i thought boyfriend went home already.
stopped and chatted with 2 of my juniors.
saw Angela, go together with them and i was boyfriend at the opposite. =x
thought boyfriend was angry with me.
messaged him and he never reply.
was sad at that moment. ):
slacked together with Angela and waited for Banbee qiangbi to accompany me.
chit chatted with him, talked to him about those stupid things.
hahahahahhas!
went back to school to find Yiwei.
went to techview for dinner, chit chatted for awhile and Banbee qiangbi walked to my house void deck and slack.
boyfriend replied my message. :D
he's either slow or busy. LOL !
slacked till 9.48pm then i went home.
called Angela and chatted for awhile.
and now, i'm sleepy. *yawns*

shall end here (:

2008-01-13T17:41:00.000+08:00

meet Weixiong and Dorothy under Blk 120. (:
went to SK and slack.
slack slack slack.
so boring. got nothing to do there. =x
went home and had a argument with mummy.
shall not elaborate about it.

my boyfriend's sick.
i'm worried for him, he's still outside.
don't know together with who. =x

~~i'm sick and tired of my life already.~~
~~hais, i really don't know what to do.~~
~~always got problem for me.~~
~~why? why? why?~~
~~i wished that a knife can slit over my neck.~~
~~and let me die.~~

shall end here (:

2008-01-12T22:52:00.000+08:00

friday; 110108
went to study with Chunleong at mac.
studied till 5++pm and he waited for me at the void deck.
reached home, bathed and changed.
got down at around 6.20pm, saw boyfriend.
chatted and bid goodbye as he's tired after his training.
meet up with Jieting at mac and we went for dinner near Jieting's house.
went for a walk at reservoir.
and then went to Blk 708, near BedokWest back gate to slack.
slack slack slack.
Weisan came, slack for awhile and we went separate ways.
went to Tenaga, find Steven and get some things from him.
and home sweet home. (:

saturday; 120108
went to play pool with Chunleong, Jieting and another 'twin' of mine, Jasline. (:
fun fun fun. :D
shall go there again.
wahhahahahahs!
went mac and waited for Sharon,
and then meet Kaisheng for dinner and Jasline went home.
walked back to mac and slack with them again.
took some pictures with Chunleong.
and also, together with Jieting and Jasline.
LOL !
and of cause, i miss my boyfriend. :D

shall end here (:

2008-01-09T20:10:00.000+08:00

11 more days to my birthday. :D

i didn't really pay attention to the lessons for the whole day.
because i didn't have the mood at all.
was messaging throughout the whole day.
cabbed down to Damai Sec.
waited for Dorothy and then took cab to Bedok.
slack slack slack.
then, we went to 708 to slack again.
slacked till around 6.50pm then we went home.
and i talked on the phone with Chunleong. :D
thanks for your advice eh.
really appreciate it. (:
thanks to those who are always there for me. (:

shall end here (:

2008-01-08T22:25:00.000+08:00

another 12 more days to my birthday. :D
i'm going to be 16. wahahahahahs!
looking forward to my birthday. (x

i miss him. ):
and now he's sleeping. -____________-
nevermind. i still got friends to accompany me. :D

shall end here (:

2008-01-05T23:50:00.000+08:00

didn't attend band.
went to mummy's stall and have my breakfast cum lunch together with Dorothy.
went to Bedok to walk and then went to Tampines.
Jiaen and Guanshen joined me at Tampines.
Slacked for awhile and Dorothy is waiting for Raymond to come. -______________-
they went a had a puff while Jiaen, Guanshen and i went to have a bite.
not long after, Dorothy, Raymond and his friend went home.
i continued to slack with Jiaen and Guanshen for awhile and we went home.
&&& another 14 more days to my birthday! :D

~~i'm utterly disappointed with myself.~~
~~i've failed to be a friend.~~
~~i've failed everything.~~
~~i'm useless.~~
~~friends don't trust me at all.~~
~~if they do, why are they hiding something from me.~~
~~and i've got to know it through someone else?~~
~~hais. i seriously fail.~~

shall end here (:

2008-01-05T01:06:00.000+08:00

had band for about 3 hour plus .
joined jinhui buddy, banbee qiangbi in the hall .
watched the secondary 1s' performance .
after the performance, waited for Raiyan .
walked home together with him . :D
reached home, do my stuffs .
and now, i'm tired .
*yawns*

my birthday's coming in another 15 more days . :D
counting down . :D
&&& i want presents . =x

shall end here (:

2008-01-01T20:50:00.000+08:00

went for Seoul Garden with Jieting, Sharon and Kaiming .
went to eat first and mean while, waiting for Chunleong, Elvina and Liching; Chunleong's gan-meimei .
and had some misunderstanding .
Mr Chanchunleong, you're freaking bad !
never talk to us . =.-
countdown at Esplanade yesterday. (:
so many people there . =.-
especially banglas . wth .
i felt suffocated in the mrt . =.-
walked to city link and it's flooded .
that's a lot of people .
watch 10 minutes of fireworks . :D
the building which reflected the fireworks are nice too . :D

after watching, we walked back to Esplanade and it's flooded again . =.-
some walk here and some walk there .
we were confused and we stood in the middle, blocking people's way .
LOL !
and we followed the crowd and when we walked up, we end up the same place but it's opposite from where we went down . =.-
Kaiming was somehow angry ? hahahahhhas .
his reaction is damn funny . LOL !
and Chunleong was wondering if the sweat on his hands are his or other people's . -_______-
we walked to bugis in the end since we're so near .
took mrt to Aljunied, walked to Aljunied Crescent and we slacked in mac .
sent Liching home and we walked to the nearest bus-stop .
sat there and talked, was thinking if we stay there till the first bus come .
end up, we took cab home .
reached home at 3++ and chatted on the phone with Yangbin and Chunleong .
hang-ed up at 4.10, and i forget to call wilson .
sorry Wilson, i didn't mean not to call you back .
slept at around 5.30 and woke up at around 1++ .

by the way, HAPPY NEW YEAR ! :D
shall end here (:

2007-12-26T20:28:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas ! :D
it's a bit late though .
hahahahahhas .

had band today .
practice practice practice .
went for lunch at 121 with sihui, cassandra and yixiang .
accompanied sihui to the bookshop to photocopy scores .
went home, do my stuffs and went to sleep .
i'm soooooo tired !
which i don't know why . =.-
there's band tomorrow . =.-

shall end here (:

2007-12-23T19:29:00.000+08:00

school's reopening soon .
i haven't buy my books yet and neither did i do my holiday homework .
wait till next year, then i'll buy my books .
or rather when teacher start scolding then i'll buy .
LOL !
as for the homeworks ..
hmmmm ... copy others or chiong the homeworks before school reopens .
LOL !

and of cause, i'm bored .
shall end here (:

2007-12-20T01:12:00.000+08:00

okay, i'm here to update .
because dorothy and chanhuei asked me to .
hahahahahhas .
i don't even know what to update . =.-
okay, i just reached home because i went out in the afternoon to learn things from alice jiejie .
learn already then do it .
i took so long to complete it . =.-
did that thing itself, till around 11++ going 12 ?
ohmy . that's so late .
went to eat then took cab home .
and here i am . :D

last but not least,
DOROTHY LOVE XIAO GUI !
CHANHUEI LOVE XIAO ZHU !
CHANHUEI BAOBEI, I MISS YOU . =x
they ask me to write de, LOL ! =x

shall end here (:

2007-12-18T22:37:00.000+08:00

i don't know what to do .
i'm really confused lahs !
hais .
i seriously don't know what to do .
arghhhhhhhh !

shall end here (:

2007-12-16T01:00:00.000+08:00

i'm having headache again . =.-
thanks to those who've asked me to take care . :D
but my headache is like a leech . -_____________-
hais .

i want to change phone .
but i don't have the money . =x
if somebody can buy either S500i, W580i or W910i for me,
i'll be happy to death eh . LOL !
*day-dreaming*
i must be dreaming for the day to come .
might as well save up then change .
because i know, nobody's going to buy for me .
tomorrow's a better day . ;D

shall end here (:

2007-12-14T13:05:00.000+08:00

headache headache headache .
when can my headache stop ?
grrr ..
it hurts . ):

shall end here (:

2007-12-13T20:25:00.000+08:00

went to band in the morning .
was alright at first .
but my headache, low blood pressure and fever came back to visit me once again .
-____________________________-
was suffering at that moment . ):
went home after a while when i went to find mr ho .
came back and ate my medicine and i went to sleep .
and i slept till now .
and now, i'm still having headache and fever . =.-

shall end here (:

2007-12-12T19:15:00.000+08:00

went back to band today .
wasn't in the mood .
shag-ed shag-ed shag-ed .
but was fine after everything .
shall not mention about it .
many things happened .
went through many of it, gave advices, went out to listen and many .
i don't know what to do too .
hais hais hais .
sad sad sad . ):

-Life is like a journey in which time is the distance and emotions our obstacles, Finishing the journey , overcoming the bad emotions with good emotions, is more important than pondering on why we are going to the destination.

is this true ? hmmmm ..

shall end here (:

2007-12-12T01:41:00.001+08:00

bored bored bored,
work work work,
and of cause, slack slack slack .
work for mummy, slack with dorothy and kaisheng . :D
and it's so boring, staying at home at night .
should have gone out earlier on .
but that kaikai forget about me .
hais . sad-ed . ):
okay . i shall not comment about it anymore or else , kaikai will scold me . =x
it's freaking boring !

shall end here (:

2007-12-08T00:05:00.000+08:00

had a long long day .
i'm tired .
*yawns*

and now , it's dorothy's birthday ! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOROTHY SISTER ! (:
hope that you can come out and we shall watch Enchanted together . :D
we shall play play play , talk talk talk and do everything together . =x

shall end here (:

2007-12-05T18:28:00.000+08:00

had nothing to blog .
freaking angry .

shall end here (:

2007-12-03T23:32:00.000+08:00

got no mood to blog about anything .
hais . ):

shall end here (:

replies to tags:
dorothy : yea . a wish of mine . LOL ! cannot issit ?
cassandra : oh , you've called me and i've called you already . LOL !
angela : welcome (: i make you happy ar ? i didn't know that . =x don't care about what people say/look at you , just be yourself . ;D
chanhuei : thanks baobei ! :D
sharon : let's hope so . but i don't think so that it will be off so soon .

2007-12-02T21:26:00.000+08:00

cry cry cry again .
hais .
trying to accept the fact . hais .
i want to ~~cut~~ lurhs .
hais . hope kaisheng let me eh . =x
i'm tired lurhs .
hope that i'm alright .
but actually i don't know if i am .
hais .
i've already starting to accept the fact .
even though it's a 4 years relationship with each other . hais .
i shall not talk about that .

suppose to work for mummy .
but we had a quarrel .
so i walked away .
went to find dorothy laopeh and kaisheng laobu . :D
slack slack slack .
went home and eat together with dorothy laopeh .
changed and went over to 813 with her to see sunny; dorothy's stead .
then cabbed back to her house and waited for her .
she can't come out so i went home .
talked to kaisheng laobu on the phone till i got home .
thanks kaisheng! :D
and of cause , not forgetting dorothy . :D
thanks dorothy! :D

shall end here (:

2007-12-01T00:11:00.000+08:00

cry cry cry .
thanks kaisheng . :D
for listening to me to that problem .
hais .
even though i'm still sad about it ,
i'll try to accept that fact .
and of cause thanks to dorothy too . :D
she cheered me up .
by saying stupid things again . =x
thanks alot ! i appreciate it a lot ! (x

went to the library with dorothy laopeh and kaisheng laobu today .
funny ar ? heard that dorothy would go to the library .
back to the topic , went there to slack , take pictures and of cause borrow books .
hahahahahahhas !
look around , play hide and seek with kaisheng .
LOL !
off the library and kaisheng went home whereas dorothy and i went over to 813 .
accompany her to find sunny .
slack slack slack .
dorothy came over to my house and take story books .
and we walked over to tenaga , to watch kaisheng play basketball .
walked off and went over to dorothy's house .
and passed a story book to me .

now , banbee qiangbi and i's worrying about somebody .
hais .
contact us please !
worried worried worried .

shall end here (:

2007-11-29T01:50:00.000+08:00

sad sad sad .
today got a lot of sad things happen .
i just don't know how to handle .
sooner or later , i'm going to break down .
hais .
i really don't know what to do .
really really really don't know what to do .
hais .

shall end here (:
&& 对不起, 我不懂得珍惜你

2007-11-26T16:11:00.000+08:00

monday;261107
i didn't go for band .
hais . i'm sick again . -________-
i miss band . (:

sunday;251107
went to help mummy . :D
so tired . ):
but i've still got money to take .
heehee (:
went to eat and stuffs .
at night , went out to slack with kaisheng .
slack till 11 pm then we went home .

saturday;241107
went out with cassandra jiejie and jinhui buddy .
went to gym , didn't work out as i was having slight fever .
hais . slacked at tampines that side .
and something happened .
don't wish to say about it .
everybody's angry and sad about it .

went to tampines to meet kaisheng .
to accompany him to meet his dad .
slack slack slack .
then went back to mac to eat and slack .
LOL !
slack slack slack again and went home .

friday;231107
the others did PT , i reported sick .
had breakfast . eat till half , haziq come and 'scold' me . ):
as the excos' room's lock . -__________-
clear the bunks and arranged back the tables .
had sectionals , practiced some scores .
and practice my 'solo' because we're performing during the lunch break .
and i screwed up and 'solo' . =.-
practice hawaii 5-O and display drills .
and seriously , i've forgotten the things i've learn 3 years back . =.-
we did formation in the hall .
quite fun . :D
had such a long time never do formation already .
had telematch , but i didn't join my group as i've got to help ms lim .
and so , i slacked at the band room together with pohying and rafe .
break camp and i went home together with sihui . (:
i don't remember did i go out at night . =x
and kaisheng told me that they've solved their problems . :D

thursday;221107
woke up at 5++ am as i couldn't sleep well in the night .
the others had PT except for me , jiaen and xiang xiang .
because we went to all the bunks and locked them .
had breakfast , sectionals and then lunch .
had combine at 1pm , etude competition at the parade square . =.-
we screwed up the 'formation' that my group has created .
had night games , i didn't joined as i got to help mrs gan and i'm having stomachpain . -______-
disturbed the others who were playing as they were blind-folded .
and washed up , chatted with kaisheng, asked him about things and then went to 'bed' .

wednesday;210711
it's idham's birthday !
happy birthday idham ! :D
went to camp in the morning , reported at 7.30 am .
opened the bunks and put our stuffs in and we had display drills .
had sectionals before lunch .
had combine , i think . and then games .
reported sick . i was having stomachpain and slight fever .
first time in camp , there's so many sickness . =.-
washed up as i'm sticky . =x
had dinner , sectionals with mr ho in the staff room . (:
went into the ava room to watch Viva La Musica II .
recalled mandy . cheryl , zhang e and shuyi .
missed the seniors . (:
talked to kaisheng as i can't contact dorothy, and he told me that he's down .
hais . i leave the house just for 3 days and it haven't even reached 1 day , they quarreled . ):

shall end here (:

2007-11-20T15:25:00.000+08:00

monday;191107
went for band late, did pumpings .
in total, i did 30 pumpings . ):
sobs sobs .
had a quarrel with banbee qiangbi . ):
shall not talk about it .
got home and rested .
qiangbi called and talked to me .
talk talk talk .
kaisheng laobu called me and ask me whether i want to go down and eat .
i said no, so i accompanied him to 121 coffee shop and eat .
was still chatting with qiangbi at that point of time, after that he hanged off .
called dorothy laopeh, asked her why she's sad .
she's cute lahs . :D
after that, slacked with kaisheng laobu at the seniors' citizen corner .
talk talk talk .
there are 3 malay boys, so noisy . as if that place is their house .
shifted place to the playground .
talk talk talk again .
slack till 12.45 am , and we headed home .
was tired at that time .
but i promised dorothy laopeh to call her .
wait wait wait and i fell asleep . =x
SORRY, DOROTHY !

tuesday; 201107
my birthday's coming in two months time .
hahahahahhahahs .
but dorothy's birthday coming .
how how how ?
i'm broke . got no money at all .
*sad sad*
&& i'm having my band camp, starting from tomorrow .
i still haven't pack finish even though it's 3 days 2 nights .
i will miss dorothy laopeh, kaikai laobu, cassandra jiejie , jinhui buddy, chanhuei baobei, chinghuat korkor and xiiaopooh jiejie ! :D
i shall go out and accompany sihui to buy things for the camp . :D

shall end here (:

2007-11-18T00:16:00.000+08:00

Attend band today and i'm late.
Because i slept at 4 ++ am and woke up at 7++ am.
rushed here and there ad finally reached school.
opened the doors alone and rushed here and there again. -_______________-
had sectionals in 4A classroom.
Played through scores and i found out that i've missed out a lot of things.
I should have return to band earlier. Hais.
Alumni came back to see the band.
Hahahhahahs.
I've talked to Valerie. (: Thanks Valerie! :D
If it's not for you, i think i'm still messing with troubles which couldn't be solved easily.
Went home and changed, went out to pass Dorothy's friend money.
Before i reached Blk 620, i got lost twice. -______________-
kept calling Dorothy and my friends to ask where's Blk 620.
Hahahahahhahahas.
Went home as my feet's painful.
Walk for so longgggg.
Reached home, eat, bathe and messaged Dorothy.
Message message message and i fell asleep.
Kaikai called me because i never reply him. Dots.
Hahahahahahhas. Hais.
And then, i'm online. Updating my blog.

shall end here (:

2007-11-16T21:39:00.000+08:00

Went for sectionals from 9 am till 12 pm.
Wasn't having the mood to play because of the thing happened yesterday.
I'm sorry . I didn't know that thing would happen.
Forgive Dorothy. It's not her fault.
Maybe like what Xiiaopooh jiejie have said, i can't do anything to help maintain the friendship.
It seems to me that you two are back together. :D
It's time for me to get lost from you two's life.
Stay happy when you two are together talking or doing anything.
Cheer up, both of you.

Went to Toa Payoh with Sihui as she got to exchange scores with Regent's Librarians.
Talked to Dorothy using Sihui's phone as my phone's spoilt. ):
Talk talk talk.
After that, went to Tampines and saw people who i don't want to see.
Wth, if you want to say, you don't have to say it as if i'm invisible.
ate together with Sihui and i treat her the lunch, as promised. :D
waited for Jinhui and Guanshen.
Walked around at Tampines and went to buy some stuffs and we headed off to Terminal 3. :D
Had fun together with them. Walk walk walk. Sit sit sit. Hahahahahs.
Went back to Bedok area, walk walk walk.
Saw them again. -__________-
Nevermind, went up to Chinghuat korkor's house.
I love Xiiaopooh jiejie and Chinghuat korkor lahs! :D
Thanks Xiiaopooh jiejie for that cute chocolate. :D
And thanks Chinghuat korkor for listening to my stories. :D
Went down to find Jinhui, Guanshen and Sihui.
Thanks for waiting for me. (:
Saw YinJie and Eugenia on the bus.
Reached home, bathed and stuffs.
My feet is in pain! Hahahahhahas.
Attending band tomorrow. :D

&& I'm sad! ):
Couldn't get into the mood that i want to. ):
Hais.

shall end here (:

2007-11-15T22:52:00.000+08:00

to kaisheng :
i'll cut until you forgive. it's my fault.
i'll be the one to fuck off, not you.
you still have to be that kaisheng that we've known.

to dorothy :
it's not your fault. nobody wish that to happen.
if i didn't appear, you two will be better off.
i'm the cause. don't cry le, you silly girl. cheer up. (:

2007-11-15T19:53:00.000+08:00

i'm watching titanic . :D
nice show indeed . :D
i still haven't watch my romantic princess episode 9 and my lucky star; fang yang de xing xing . ):
computer's crazyyyyy .
ahhhhh ! LOL !

message-d dorothy 'laopeh' =x from the time i woke up till don't know what time .
messaged her some stupid things . LOL !
went out with mummy too . (:
buy some stuffs and went back home . :D
called dorothy again .
chit chatted with her till she went to bathe and go out . (:

shall end here (:

2007-11-14T23:11:00.000+08:00

i'm back . LOL !
my computer's crazy .
i use it safely . LOL !

hmmmm ... i'm starting to have back some interest for band .
that's a good start . :D
but i'm still having problems with theory . -________________________-
i'm trying my best already .

shall end here (:

replies to tags :
yiwei : yea , come le come le . hahahahhas ! :D
sihui : yea , that show is great eh . :D i found that in youtube . =x i want to watch fang yang de xing xing . :D
mariana : relinked already . :D

2007-11-11T14:20:00.000+08:00

saturday; 101107
i didn't attend band as i'm sick again .
sick sick sick .
i hate to be sick lurhhhhs . -__________-

watched hana dango yori II last episode .
damn nice ! :D even though i've missed a few episodes in between .
watched fang yang de xin xin; my lucky star .
nice show , i want to watch . :D
LOL !
slept at 4++ am because yangbin asked me to chat with him .

sunday;111107
woohoo !~ i'm alright already .
finally . :D
maybe i'm going to watch fang yang de xin xin . :D
nice nice nice . LOL !

listening to Utada Hikaru - Flavor of Life and Arashi - Love So Sweet . :D
both opening and ending theme of hana dango yori II . :D
shall end here (:

2007-11-09T14:10:00.000+08:00

i never attend school again .
wahhhh . 1 week never attend school sia .
teacher keep calling my father .
call call call .
LOL !
sick also cannot . what the hell . =.-
this is the worse sickness i've ever got .
first time sick for five days . -___________-

don't know whether yiwei and banbee will come or not .
i miss them lurhs .
5 days never get to see them due to the stupid sickness of mine .

shall end here (:

Life is like a journey in which time is the distance and emotions our obstacles, Finishing the journey , overcoming the bad emotions with good emotions, is more important than pondering on why we are going to the destination.

2007-11-08T13:46:00.000+08:00

listening to 左边-杨丞琳 :D

i hate to be sick lurhs !
this is the forth day already . =.-
rest rest rest .

there's a lot of changes to the band .
i shall go back this saturday .
if i can join them for drills or display drills , i'll join .
if i can't then too bad . hais .

shall end here (:

2007-11-07T16:55:00.000+08:00

listening to 蒲公英的約定-周杰倫 :D

i'm still sick ! -_______________________-
so longggggg .
didn't attend school and band practice . =.-
this is the third day that i've not attend school already .
i slept throughout the day .
woke up not long ago .
and here i am , updating my blog .
i'm still sleepy . *yawns* =.-
maybe it's because of the medicine which had caused me to be like this .
i shall get some rest later .

shall end here (:

&& i just don't know why my ankle hurts ! *OUCH !*

2007-11-06T22:33:00.000+08:00

i didn't attend school today .
i'm still sick . -__________________________-

woke up at 12++ pm , bathe and got ready to go out and meet cassalyn niece , shanice niece and chanhuei baobei to take things .
met cassalyn niece at 2++ pm .
took the things , chit chatted with suryani as i've bumped into her at bedok interchange .
ate my breakfast and lunch and met up with chanhuei baobei and shanice niece at pasir ris .
slacked for awhile and cassandra jiejie came .
passed her things and we went to find shanice's mother .
chanhuei got her eye checkup . she looked so blur . =x
shanice's mother so good can .
never charge chanhuei for the contact lenses and still gave her a few more pairs .
i'm jealous lahs ! =x
LOL !
shanice cut her hair . cut cut cut .
after her haircut , went to inter , take bus 21 .
they went to tampines and i went home .

went to the doctor and found out that i've got many sickness .
got fever , running nose , sore throat and cough .
wow~ isn't that great ?
LOL !
sian-ness . nobody's chatting with me on MSN .
i'm bored ! ):

~~ixnehzedgnodiaceluqihs . iqubiud .~~ ~~shiqulecaidongdezhenxi . duibuqi .~~
shall end here (:

replies to tags :
shanice : yea . we've got long long time never see or chat with each other le eh . i'm waiting for the invitation !~ LOL !
fizah : i also miss you . i'm going back tomorrow .
sharon : last minute also never ask me . LOL ! just kidding .
bingshan : i'll pinch you when i go back to school . LOL ! thanks for your concern . (:

2007-11-05T21:53:00.000+08:00

didn't attend school today .
LOL .
why ? because i'm sick .
what the hell . fall sick at this timing . -__________________-
and i never go to the doctor . =x

should i go school tomorrow ?
chinghuat korkor suggest me not to go as i'm sick .
sian-ness .
but got to take mc . =.-
how ar ?
but tomorrow i got to meet shanice to take money , cassandra jiejie to pass her the money and books , chinghuat korkor to pass him his chocolates and to visit him too and maybe kaisheng because i've got to pass him his chocolates too .
LOL !
shall see how tomorrow .
if tomorrow i'm not sick , i shall attend school .
if not , i shall go to the doctor then .

Life is like a journey in which time is the distance and emotions our obstacles, Finishing the journey , overcoming the bad emotions with good emotions, is more important than pondering on why we are going to the destination.

shall end here (:

2007-11-04T15:41:00.000+08:00

saturday ; 031107
woke up at around 9++ am .
went to pamela's house at around 10++ .
went down for my breakfast .
fried the nuggets and she melt the big bars of chocolate .
guanshen , jinhui and sophia came after they had bought their food stuffs .
done with our stuffs and took a cab down to east coast park .
had a good laugh when i saw jinhui and guanshen's styrofoam box's cover hit their face .
at first , it was me but after that , it's their turn .
hahaahahhahahahahhahs .
poor them , got hit by the styrofoam box cover .
they went to rent bicycles . and as for me and guanshen , we stayed there .
LOL . we stayed there to barbecue the food .
barbecue the food together with weijie , junxiong and shawn .
weijie told shawn something that shocked me .
i didn't know that weijie still remembers it .
we didn't play at all lurhs . somehow didn't enjoy the bbq . =x
LOL . but nevermind . :D
went home with suryani at around 8++ pm .
sian-ness ! was supposed to meet kaisheng and his friends at 8.40 pm .
but i was late lurhs .
i reached the 121 coffee shop at 9++ pm . =.-
slacked with kaisheng and his friends til 11 pm .
told kaisheng something about weijie told shawn during the barbecue at ECP .
and home sweet home . :D

sunday ; 041107
stayed at home .
read finish the book , You Are Here by Low Kay Hwa .
nice book indeed .
i had also read finish the books , Journey and I Believe You by Low Kay Hwa too .
i cried lurhs . LOL . =x
such a touching story .

shall end here (:

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2007-11-02T19:54:00.001+08:00

listening to 彩虹-周杰伦 :D
chatting with chanhuei baobei and kaisheng . :D

had lessons till 12 .
and walked together with angela .
she came to my house to smoke .
chatted with her then her friend, roubing came too .
chit chatted till 3++ and angela's boyfriend came too . =.-
all come my house . -_______-
and they went off at around 4.30 pm .

&& sorry baobei and friends , i didn't know that you all dislike her .
or else i won't be with her . ):
sorry ! sorry ! sorry !
forgive me eh . :D
thanks thanks . (:

shall end here (:

replies to tags :
jinhui : you got biggg booobbbbs eh . LOL !
ulrika : i'm trying . sorry . ):
sihui : yea, i'll try . but tomorrow i can't attend . because i've promised guanshen they all to help them out . can ? sorry . && ya , i know that Mr Lim has never give up on us . i promised you that i'll attend after tomorrow, can ? please !
yiwei : hahahahhahs . i shall say hi to you in person . wahahhahahahs . :D
roubing : linked you already . (:

2007-10-31T19:00:00.000+08:00

i've got 2 fucking brothers. _|_
my dog is like sick? i don't know.
what the hell lahs.
don't let her eat rice.
and they scold me ! what the fuck!
let dog eat rice also got scolded.
what the fuck!
everyday eat dry food, not sian mehs?
if i let them eat the same thing, they'll also get sian lors.
they never use their fucking brain!
fucking angry lahs.
say what, talk to me nicely.
ya, like real. nicely? your nicely is raising your voice and shout at me!?!?
do i think i'll respect you?
what the hell.
see my dog cry , i also nearly cry.
hope that i can bring QQ to the vet.
i want to see her recover.
i'm really afraid.
that she'll pass away.
i don't want that ending lahs .
really really hope that she'll recover.

2007-10-31T14:32:00.000+08:00

why can't friends forgive and forget? i just don't understand.
i've also gone through this stage. but it's just that the opposite side of friend has dislike me for a really very long time.
so it's impossible for me to be back friends with her.
but, why can't the others do it too? it's just to forgive that person and forget about the past.
let bygones be bygones and start a new friendship with that person.
it's difficult, i agree. but it's good to have one more friend than an enemy, isn't it?
at least somebody is there for you. if only that you can forgive and forget.
it's better than you've got nobody to be there for you.

shall stop the dao li. && i know it's lame. =x

finally , i went back to school .
hahahhahahahhs .
the lessons are boring !~
nearly fall asleep . =x
got back my report book .
quite happy ?
aiya , i also don't know . =x
whatever !~

shall end here (:

replies of tags :
cassandra : i think so too. that my teacher is crazy. =x i'll meet you tomorrow to take the money??
tingwei : my dao li where got chim? mine is not inside the chiminology category. hahahhahas. =x
alumni : hmmm, but i still don't know why i can't adapt to band and get back the interest. i really don't want to let you all down. i'll try my best again. thanks again. (:

oh ya ! i've forgotten to upload the pictures that kaisheng took when we slacked at the coffee shop at 121 . these are the pictures . =x

this uncle sat on the same table with us. and he was plucking whatever is there. pluck, pluck and pluck. when the soccer match's going to end , he then stop plucking . [kaisheng's line: pluck like free . =x]
this guy sleeps at the coffee shop and changes his place for four times. and that are his things on the floor. nobody picked it up and when he woke up, he doesn't even know that he dropped his things and the cleaner swept it away.

2007-10-30T12:03:00.000+08:00

teachers always claim that they're right. what the fuck!
not all teachers are right! and they still claimed that they're right. what the hell!
this particular teacher called my mother and said that i didn't attend school for two days!
what the fuck! i did attend school yesterday. it's only that i skipped his lessons and helen foo's lessons. and said that me and bojun need to stay for detention?! what the hell.
can't this teacher be fair? some skip class, skip school also never say detention.
and now, he say that i need to stay for detention?
whatever! angry with this teacher also no use.

2007-10-29T22:36:00.000+08:00

slitting their hands just for someone they loved? is it foolish enough for a person to do that?
some say yes and some say no. the reason for yes is because a person shouldn't cut as it's a part of their body.
whereas, some says no is because they're deeply in love with their girlfriend/boyfriend.
so, it's worth it to cut for them.
it's your own flesh, cutting them would only leave scars on your hand.
it's really unsightly to leave scars on your beautiful hand. do you really want that to happen?
think before you act.
maybe it's because you regret that you didn't cherish that person.
thus, you're having regrets.
so, everybody must cherish the person in front of you and love him/her while you can.
even if that person leave you in the end, at least you're contented.
because you know that there's once you love him/her so deeply before.

-Doesn't matter how long the love lasts. You'll be contented once you know you were in love before.
-Love him while you can. In love, there's only love or don't love. Since you love him, do it now.

i shall stop this dao li. and i know, it's lame. =.-

i'm sleepy ! =.-
went out to 121 coffee shop at 11 pm yesterday just to accompany kaisheng watch soccer .
the soccer match start at 12 am but we met up at 11 because we want to chit chat . =.-
hahahahhahahas .
the soccer match ends before 2 am .
so we decided to sit down there and chit chat again .
chat about stuffs that's funny .
laugh like a mad girl . =x
and we saw this particular guy , sleeping at the coffee shop .
he changed his sleeping place for four times ! oh my .
we didn't bother about him and we chatted again .
and that guy woke up and checked his pager .
of cause i was shocked and i told kaisheng .
kaisheng disturbs that guy but that guy was sleeping soundly . =.-
i think that guy doesn't want to bother about kaisheng lahs . =x [no offence ar , kaisheng]
we stayed there till around 5.30 am .
and we still don't want to sleep . hahahhahahahs .
so we met up again at around 6.45 am .
we sat at 121's coffee shop again . =.-
didn't really talk already as i think we got nothing to talk after that session of chit chatting during the wee hours .
kaisheng called yiling and asked her to wake up .
because he remembered that yiling asked him to accompany her to mac and eat breakfast .
at around 7.30 am , yiling and audrey came over to 121 to find kaisheng .
and i found out that yiling's new hairstyle suits her .
and i slacked with kaisheng till 8.25 am and went off to school .
napped in class as i've not slept at all for the whole night . =.-
after the break , bojun, zoe and i skipped maths lesson .
slack for a while and they decided to come my house .
slacked till around 2 , zoe went off because she wants to let me sleep . THANKS ZOE ! :D
went for a bath and i went to bed .
and now , i'm still sleepy . wth .
shall sleep more . restore my energy .
if possible , asked somebody to accompany me chit chat the whole night again . =x

shall end here (:

2007-10-28T16:52:00.000+08:00

what do we always want from life? sometimes, when we aim to get it, it seems so far away.
how are we going to get it ?
LIFE. what do we know about this word, l-i-f-e?
some says, life is short. so, shorten it. is this logical? maybe to others, it's logical.
some says life is precious. but do they treasure?
is it that we live on this earth is just to study, eat, sleep, work, get into relationships, break with girlfriends/boyfriends and then lastly die?
some will think that that's not the right one and find the right partners and live with them till they pass on.
as for some, they'll do some foolish things to end off their life just because their girlfriend/boyfriend broke up with them. why can't they just move on with their life?
it's just a setback. just like how Kaisheng did.
in the end, he moved on with his life. [got no offence, Kaisheng]
i agree that it's difficult to move on with life when you're caught in this situation.
give yourself some time and i'm sure that you'll get back on track.

FATE. we don't give in to fate but we hold on to fate.
why must fate control us but not we control fate?
we do things which is for our own self, do things that we wanted to.
what for let fate control us? isn't it?

whatever!~ i shall end this dao li. talked about this dao li because of somebody asked me to. =.-

&&& someone insulted me this morning during wee hours.
not once but twice. i'm freaking angry and hanged off the call.
how would you feel when you've got insulted?
and he compared me with ESTHER!
hey, please. if you think she's better than me, jio her and fucked her for all you want lahs!
since you and yangbin kept talking about fucking her and stuffs.
and please, don't compare me with her!

2007-10-26T23:32:00.000+08:00

finally ! i went back to school . :D
and teacher never say anything .
woohoo !~
chatted with bojun throughout the day .
had fun talking to her .
she had a lot of stories to say . :D
and i shall save up my money in order to go out with her ! :D
she's crazy and also daring .
play all sorts of funny funny game .
hahahahahahahhas .
going to cynthia's chalet tomorrow . :D
yangbin , chunleong and jasline : i really hope that you can go !
you can't pangseh me there .
hahahahahhahahs .
&&& i still haven't buy cynthia's present . =.-
shall think of a plan tomorrow . =x

i want to dye my hair !
dye the whole head . =x
dye brown ? i like the colour lehs . =x
or should i highlight ?
hmmmm .. save money first then plan about it . =x
whatever !~

shall end here (:

2007-10-25T18:43:00.000+08:00

wednesday;241007
didn't attend school . =.-
went to bedok and meet cassandra jiejie , tingwei and cassalyn niece .
went to have our lunch at kfc and went over to roxy square which is opposite parkway parade .
cassandra jiejie and cassalyn niece dye their hair red in colour .
jiejie dyed for $15 and niece dyed for $20 .
at around 5.30 , niece went for her piano lesson and we went to city plaza .
because tingwei wants to extend her hair .
tingwei used my phone to call her mother .
and her mother talked to jiejie about where to pick tingwei up and so on .
and off we go . awhile later , her mother called again . =.-
and she talked to me , blah blah blah .
she said that jiejie's voice's like a man . =x
hahahahhahaahhhas .
i went off the bus and home sweet home ~

talked to yangbin on the phone .
chunleong is also in . :D
long time never talk to him already . =x
chat chat chat till 1.30 am , tired and hang off .
called my friend and chatted with him until 3.30 am .
and off , i went to bed . (:

thursday;251007
i never attend school again . =.-
because of my stomach ! ):
my friend could not sleep .
so i called my friend again and chatted with him till around 7.30 am .
and i went back to sleep . (:
slept till 5 pm . -________-
so late . and my mother has reached home .
went to bathe , blah blah blah and it's my eating time [breakfast, lunch and dinner] .
hhahahahahhahahs .
and now , here i am , updating my blog .
it's so boring !~
because my friend went down to play his basketball . =.-
and he left me here alone . ):

shall end here (:

2007-10-21T19:07:00.000+08:00

i'm bored !
i've got nothing to do .
arghhh !
boring boring boring !~

there's school tomorrow .
i don't wish to go . ):
so boring and tomorrow , the books that are at home got to bring to school again . =.-
whatever !~

shall end here (:
&& i'm bored !~

2007-10-20T20:15:00.000+08:00

i'm freaking angry lahs !
what the hell .
everything also i'm the one .
what the fuck ! are they thinking that i've all the time in the world to do ALL the things ?
what the hell .
and why am i always the one who brings the dog down ?
they always play with the dog too . but i'm always the one who brings the dog down for a walk .
fuck it lahs !
arghhhh ! whatever !
don't wish to talk about it .

saturday, 201007
woked up early in the morning ,
prepared and went off for band .
the attendance wasn't very good .
hmmmm ... the band is kinda boring , some says .
i have no comments , because i don't want to say it or else i'm not going for band again . =.-
had drills till 9 .
stupid mingren , keep pumping the seniors for what ? =x
my kneecap hurts now lahs !
went for sectionals till 11 , thought we'll be having combine .
but we didn't .
the excos planned a game and so , the others went for captain's ball game .
while , ms lim and me went to lock the doors .
chat about band stuffs and overseas trip .
if there's really a overseas trip , i wants to go . :D
but i've got to earn money myself .
i won't want to use my mother's money because the money that she earns , the family anyhow spend . =.-
hope that i can do it .
jiaen locked the band room later on when it's time to fall in .

today's 20 !
in 3 months time , i'm the age of 16 ! :D
but that time , i'll be in or sec 4 .
the results are not confirm as i've not gotten my report book back yet . =x
and i've to concentrate on my studies le ba .
and that 'N' levels' coming . =.-
hmmmmm ... whatever ! =x

-it's just time for me to let it go.

shall end here (:

~~maybeit'sjustafoolishthinkingofmine.~~
~~thoughtthatyouwouldbeback,butnowiknowthatyouwon't.~~
~~that'swhypeoplewouldsaythat,cherishthepersoninfrontofyou.~~
~~andnow,iagreewiththissentencealready.~~
~~lasttime,it'smyfaultfornotcherishingyouandletyougo.~~
~~andiregretedthati'vedonethat.~~
~~butnow,i'venochoicebuttoletyougo.~~
~~itmayhurtsnow,butit'sreallymyfaultforruiningtherelationshipandcausingyoutohateme.~~
~~well,iacceptthat.becauseiknewthatihadtoacceptit.~~
~~fatebroughtustogetheronce,butiknowthattherewon'tbetwicealready.~~
~~it'sminemeansit'smine,ifit'snotmine,whateverido,itwouldn'tbelongstome.~~
~~asi'vesaidinthatmessage,whateverisay,youalsowon'tlisten.~~
~~andyourreplyisyup.~~
~~doyouknowthat,itreallyhurtslahs.~~
~~butwhattodo,notminemeansnotmine.~~
~~ican'tsnatchordoanythingbuttoacceptit.~~
~~andnow,i'mtryingtodothat.it'sjusttimeformetodoit.~~

2007-10-19T20:32:00.000+08:00

went to the recording studio .
had fun and embarrassment there .
all because of that teacher !
arghhhh ! he made me sing . =.-
whatever !~
but for some , their singing are good !
and please to sihui and gang who have been to the recording studio : stop mentioning about the studio thingy , it's so damn embarrass for me ! =x
return-ed back to school and went for sectional .
finally ! i'm back to band .
i think it's quite alright , i'm trying to get used to band practices and sectionals .
tomorrow shall go to band . :D

~~today's the 19 !~~
~~2 months ago , it's was a happy day for me .~~
~~but now , it's all over . ):~~
~~and everything ends there , and it both affects us .~~
~~in the beginning , i should not tell you about that thing .~~
~~if not , we won't be like this now .~~
~~now , you're smoking a lot more than the past .~~
~~but it's good that your relationship together with your brother is closer .~~
~~hmmmm .. maybe it's just your character to treat me that cold .~~
~~but thanks for the chatting , blah blah blah .~~
~~maybe you just don't know that i'm still in love with you .~~
~~and i don't know if i would still have the chance to be with you once again .~~

-Every woman's dream is to have a perfect fairy tale love story. Just a simple perfect love story. Like, you know, once upon a time, a boy meets a girl, the boy falls in love with the girl an they lived happily ever after. As simple as that...

shall end here (:

2007-10-18T17:19:00.000+08:00

i never go to school today . :D
i skipped school today .
it's sooooooo boring .
i mean the course is boring . because i attend the course twice and i slept there twice !
drop the subject .
woohoo !~ tomorrow the music production people are going out .
wahahahhahahahhs .
shall look forward to tomorrow . :D

wednesday ; 171007
it's JIAEN'S BIRTHDAY ! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ! :D

checked the papers in the morning .
chinese- 72/100 .
POA- 97.5/100 .
english- 62.5/100 .
combine humanities- 53/100 .
social studies- 23/50 and history- 30/50 .
overall , i'm quite happy with the results . (:
esp POA . wahahahahhahs .
but for maths , i've got nothing to say .
it's only that my $100 fly away already . ):
sian .

after school , went to the Singapore Discovery Center .
it's also borringggggg .
went there last year already , still want to go again .
it's so damn boring there .
shall drop the subject .
went back to school for awhile then go home .
at night , called somebody and talk .
found out that he's turning cold-blooded . =.-
how can he become that cold-blooded ?
can i ask somebody to turn him back into warm-blooded ? =x
hahahahhahahhas .

& once again , HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIAEN ! (:

-Love is a simple thing. It's either you love, or you don't. You can try everything, almost everything to prevent yourself from loving.

shall end here (:

2007-10-16T18:15:00.000+08:00

can't do the quiz that pamela pass to me . ):
finally , can do the quiz already . :D

List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:
`slim down
`him
`more money
`grow taller
Everyone around me, happy(:
1 ; the person who tagged you is ;
`jinhui (:
2 ; your relationship with him/her is ;
`buddies :D
3 ; your five impressions of him/her is ;
-funny
-cheerful
-emo ?
-good adviser
-good listener
4 ; the most memorable thing he/she has done for you is ;
`share his troubles with me :D
5 ; the most memorable words he/she has said to you ;
`buddies for life ?
6 ; if he/she becomes your lover,will you? ;
`don't know .
7 ; if he/she's your lover,what he/she has to improve on? ;
`eh . he won't be my lover .
8 ; if he/she becomes your enemy,you will ;
`we won't be enemies . :D
9 ; if he/she becomes your enemy,the reason is ;
`told you that we won't . :D
10 ; the most desired thing you'd like to do for him/her now is ? ;
`hope that he'll share his problems with me .
11 ; your overall impression of him/her ;
`good !~
12 ; how do you think people around you will feel about him/her? ;
`hmmm .. good and funny .
13 ; the character you love about yourself is ;
`good listener .
14 ; on the contrary,what character you hate about yourself? ;
`being a bad girl .
15 ; the most ideal person i would like to be ;
`having a balance life .
16 ; for the people who cared and liked you say something to them ;
`thanks for being there for me whenever i need you guys . really thanks alot ! :D
17 ; pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you ;
`jinhui
`sihui
`sharon
`cassandra
`pamela
`faizah
`joanne
`yiwei
`tingchun
`ulrika

tuesday,161007
i've got back my results for two subjects .
and that is maths and combine science .
for maths , i've got 36/100 for the final year .
which totally sucks . ):
section A- 16/40 and section B-20/60 .
and for combine science , i've got 78/100 for the final year . :D
chemistry- MCQ , 16 . section B , 27.5 . total 43.5/50 marks .
physics- MCQ , 13 . section B , 21.5 . total 34.5/50 marks .
therefore , 78/100 marks . (:
i've not gotten all the results yet and now , i'm starting to be afraid .
if my english never pass [touch wood !] , i would need 4 other subjects to be promoted .
i don't want to retain . i want to be P-R-O-M-O-T-E-D !
i know that i can do it . (:
God will bless me ! :D

the elective module is kinda boring . ):
i slept in the class . and the assistant teacher caught me sleeping and start asking me questions about the elective module . =.-
sorry jiaen that you've been doing the job when i'm sleeping .
you've done a great job !
by using songs that others have listened before , and used them for the elective module .

received joyce's message and found out that QQ was sick . ):
she has vomit-ed four times in a day . ):
poor QQ .
don't know whether she's alright .
hope that she is . :D
even yiwei , banbee qiangbi and yixiang is worrying about her .
such a good friend they are to QQ .
hhaahahahhahs .
THANKS to you guys ! :D

-Every woman's dream is to have a perfect fairy tale love story. Just a simple perfect love story. Like, you know, once upon a time, a boy meets a girl, the boy falls in love with the girl an they lived happily ever after. As simple as that...

shall end here (:

2007-10-15T00:35:00.000+08:00

i'm back home !~
back home at this time is because that i've gone out with chinghuat korkor , xiiaopooh jiejie and addrick korkor .
gone to vivocity to watch movie and walk walk .

watched mr woodcock at 7.35 pm .
it's a nice and funny movie .
enjoy-ed watching it . :D
hmmm .. let's talk about the 'journey' before watching the movie .
at around 1++ to 2 , they went to kfc and eat .
after eating , chinghuat korkor wants to see some clothings .
went there and had some fun cause something stupid happened . =.-
and went to his house .

went out at around 3++ to 4 .
took train and finally , we've reached vivocity .
walk here and there .
went to the toilet and we cam-whored .
took a lot of pictures and majority are stupid faces . =x
went to the sky park and jiejie and i went to play with water . :D
cam-whored there too and my jeans are wet . =.-
went back to the place where both korkors were , and slacked there to waste our time .
then we went to eat burger king .
addrick korkor's treat again .
this was the second time that he had treated me .
at around 7.35 , we went in for the movie .
had laughters in there and the movie made me forget the things that i'm worrying .
the movie end at about 9++ .
and we went back to the sky park and slacked again .
i was alone for quite some time .
recalled back about the past and the things that yet to be sort out .
and after that , we played games ; confusing game . =.-
the players could only say ' huh ' and ' what ' .
i was confused when playing that game . =x
we slacked till 11++ going 12 .
and we took cab .
first , sent xiiaopooh jiejie home . second , me . then they went to fetch their mother and went home together .
hmmm .. i think the cab fee is expensive . =.-

&&& i'm guilty , because addrick korkor treat me for twice .
and i've yet to return him the money . =.-
got to save up and return him the money so that i won't feel guilty .
i want to work and earn money too .
so that i could use my own money instead of asking money from mummy . (:
and mummy can save up the money for other uses . :D

-My heart aches when i think about you.

shall end here (:

2007-10-13T14:17:00.000+08:00

watched my wife is a gangster 3 this morning at around 1++ .
it's a nice show . (:
slept at 3 .20 am and woke up by the television at 9.30 . =.-
my stupid brother on the volume of the television so loud and thought that he's the only one at home . =.-
inconsiderate ! whatever ~

had nothing to do at home , just rotting here . ):
nobody jio me out today . sian-ness .
but i managed to ask someone to accompany me to the chalet . yay !
cause maybe yangbin not going . =.-
and he'll leave me alone . what the ... =x
somemore , the friends there i don't know and plus that dexter and shawn will bring their own friends there too .
can't be me alone , sitting there like an idoit .
luckily jasline promise-d me to go .
whahahahahhahahs .
and i shall accompany her too to her friend's chalet . =x
woohoo !~ less a burden for me as i don't have to think who to bring . :D

ok . now i'm bored .
i've got nothing to do .
plus , at this time , my head giddy . LOL .
going to take a rest .
or not it's going to get worse . =.-

~~ixnehzedgnodiaceluqihs . iqubiud , iniaow . shiqulecaidongdezhenxi . woaini , duibuqi .~~
shall end here (:

i'm back home !~ :D
home sweet home eh . (:
went out to bedok interchange to meet chinghuat korkor , addrick korkor and xiiaopooh jiejie . :D
went to meet them at 8++ pm .
it's so late . but nevermind , as long as i can meet them then it's alright already . =x
slack-ed at korkor's house , woke-d chinghuat korkor up from his piggy dream . =.-
had quite a lot of fun and laughter there .
took bus down to joo chiat because jiejie and both korkors want to eat there ,
plus addrick korkor can send xiiaopooh jiejie home . (:
took bus back to interchange and reached at 11.05 ?
somewhere around that time , and they send me to the bus 60 there and they went home .
message-d pamela and xiiaopooh jiejie on the way home . (:

later shall be another day going out together with them .
i'll surely go crazy because they have a lot of things to talk about . =.-
and they have a sense of humor which can let people laugh their ass out . =x
fun fun . :D
looking forward to later this morning/afternoon . :D
oh my , it's late .the time now is 12.40 am , plus i'm tired too .
i'm going to bed !~
go to my lalaland and see whether i can dream of him . =x

~~can both of us deserve the another chance ?~~
~~woaini , duibuqi .~~
shall end here (: